~ Comprised of words I wrote somewhere else plus a few more. Am wondering if the human mind-emotion support system of guardian angels is being replaced by a guardian dragon holographic system instead. Am not having GDs turn up myself, not in the way described for others. But definitely it seems like the god/human-image angel is being swapped out for the elements/new dragons as a form of mental-emotional support interface. Possibly this is just a thing for people who want to move farther away from identifying with patriarchal religions, in particular the roman catholic church. Sort of just making the observation here for myself probably. I can look back on it in a few months and go “ah yeah, that thing”. This observation comes because the people I am led to find who say they are trafficking code into the earth core are all doing it with dragon templating and escort apparently. I find that interesting. Perhaps the planet simply prefers dragons 🐉. I don’t know, anything, much. And perhaps this is how a shared event pathway presents across multiple CI (Conscious Intelligence) spheres. I tend not to see much of this experience myself. I think you have to have a local mind formed in local sourcelight to be able to perceive those holographic stories - which I don’t have. I can perceive what others see (or perceive the data of it), but don’t have the experience as my own. Mostly my received communication is direct telepathy/neural link. No idea how that is my reality. Mmmm, this deserves some more focus in my mind time. I have a lot of dragon-esque faces appear in my Wind Weaves. And even some really Star Wars cantina-type aliens. I just don't get a story to go with the image. I can get a name or a number designation if I press. And I like to leave their faces a little ephemeral in the Weave. On my own work front- we made a significant timeflow jump on Monday. Synchronising multiple flows and moving all through another ‘tree’ - these appear like luminous branched rectangles with concave sides. I would equate them to data trees with which information is instructed and directed. Each has root forms and influences data structuring. What I mean when I say “all”, who knows. To me it feels like all CI in the solar system, but it may only be my own sphere of CI and all within it. Perception is amorphous like that when using human body tech.

Heat-filled thoughts from iced-over contentions. Broiling streams, river flows of mind tumbling ever in and through. Distraction. Tight thin life ribbons, moment to moment image hops in seamless linear transition. Running toward predetermined events of sought freedom. Habitual. In no-time all new thoughts come planned before they arise. Who catches the eruption directs the flow. Compulsion. Entering conception space brings newly experienced harmonies, only because of a forgetting. Ceasing to forget brings the inevitability of inertia, hence the dropping of stored thought from motivated particles to maintain momentum. Duality. The mechanism of movement. A broken wheel, skipping moments of completion, always in construction until the animated are spent of force, numbed in short respite to begin again. Eternal.

Following on from an opinion expressed in the previous post re the sloughing off of 'grey' or low-vibe energy and pushing it into the earth core and letting the planetary core consciousness deal with it, transmute it and return it to humans and the planet surface as good nutrition - try to read past my wtf tone a little maybe, I try my best but some concepts just leave me confuzzled. I have looked at this method more than once, but it doesn't stick with me. A: I do not think to do it, like my CI (Conscious Intelligence) inherently knows this is not a viable option for our system, B: It does not feel effective, and looking at the amount of unpleasantness oozing from the human race on a whole I would say that shit has been leaking back up. It is possible that this practice is less productive than proposed. It never occurred to me as I was exploring the field of subtle energy and looking for ways to see the reality, to gather the discordant frequencies in my fields and send them to the planet. She always seemed to me to be labouring hard with what she was burdened with, giving her more never entered my brain. I understand that different minds and souls have different learning curves and capacities and perhaps pushing off the dross for an older, wiser consciousness to handle has been the best option for many. Yet I believe that there are other options. I would like to share my ideas on this and explain my practices, without being sure how to express those. Very probably my ideas are not new on this planet, they are just particular to me in how I execute them. I function mostly via what could be called ‘mental imaging’, and use my spherescripts and spherespeak, to connect to structures in the ethers so as to transmute for myself, my geographical region, the planet and the solar system. In this practice I utilise my own etheric processing capacity rather than passing all on to the etheric structures of the planetary core consciousness platforms. I foresee the point fast approaching when more Etheric Architects, the Builders, are going to be able to enmesh into their physical body representatives and work similarly. Up to this point, those of us reluctant to have the PCC (planetary core consciousness) do the re-capaciting work on our behalf, have had to do the bulk of this processing using the vital force and resource of our physical bodies. The toll has been great. Very recently, EArth and companions moved into denser point of space in time and the Etheric Architecture we have been labouring to create is becoming eminently more functional to us. We have spent decades slogging through heavily distorted waveforms, softening our shadows, growing comfortable with our strength, and confident in our compassion. We know that we are difficult to understand, yet intricately vital to the process of birthing a more nurturing planetary structure. There are going to be people who come by my work and find me too much. Too forceful, too ’negative’, to happy to use the f-word: all things woke folk are trained to avoid within a predominately religious approach to spiritual growth. I will keep telling you that these things are inconsequential to the higher density principals of unity/understanding as emanated in this pattern of space/time we travel within. As a balance being, I am neither negative nor positive and exist in the nothing in between, and all within, those polarities. Hope you are travelling well, and finding the data packs your teams must be dropping to you well and truly by now.

- a play of word symbols. I'm workin' on the afta-glow, flip flip burnin' like a bull roar wavin'. Hog-fest shiftin' was sublime, but that dandy play had me spinnin' for a day or two too many and now here we are shittin' on the hope dance of fuzzy augured flies. A causal clause had us hammered - into tidy flat pack boxes with lungs compressin' like that corkscrew in your bones. It was supposed to be a best beginning. How did that come out? Lookalike baubles keep tracin' hopscotch, bouncin' up and down a makeshift ladder with no open destination. Panther-padded observation seeks for equational maturation in the quartered mind, pouncin' non-playfully upon stumbled acquiescence. Trance it baby, find the form, you might wanna turn it back again. I'll help you find the ransom. Glow-tracks fell before we found them, but the best kept secret was recorded and now we have the co-opted version to sing a fancy song. Wee fizz ringer, did 'cha see that go? All up and trendy like a vacuum with no motor. I'll have another slip-tred for ya later, but for now let's ring that rosie-slide-apple into homeplate and sip on comfort.

First published on ' The Nothing in Between' , April 19 2020. A significant effort is required to be yourself expressing and to not withdraw when the larger pool pushes back or away, or demands rigid conformity to its own code. A strange place. Skimmer bugs pushing across the water surface on tension. They capitalise on cohesive forces. I cannot be an extension of another’s mind process. To be written in to their reality is uncomfortable because I do not become the role they assign me just because they assign it. One way communication is not a balanced system. One way is one way whether the direction be positive to negative, or negative to positive, the outlay for the journey is the same. A policy of non-engagement has its benefits. I go out to find interaction intermittently. Mostly the results provide me with a new packet of confusions. Everyone is right and no-one agrees. How does that work?

It's gonna happen, that point where 'it' really does not matter one little bit of shit what happens. Reputation, curse, culling, disease, recompense. What mean those words to you? Outcast rejected foray into dwelling pools of the unfortunate. How now, toss it loose. Words? They be power to the mighty? Djinn talking following slips into that space between sinew and bone, mincing sound like grapes in troughs. I be mad, an offended cries slyly. I be wild slings a fallow fig. I be depressed??? Ha, only on the outside, showing what is shown to be expected for the collected piles of data in my outer cloak. Send it on, that low buzz vibe of collected sorrows, fill it up in running heaps at the borders. I bring it, I see it, I unbuzz it til it looks again in unglassed eyes. Spell craze dazzles, breaking banks of stored malice - cleanly cleaning over eons through momentary unfazed thought sparks. Insane amongst the sane self-pronounced by arbitrary agreement of colliding number tracks. I see the glory time point of second splitted understanding. My aim being untrue, I slide across a home plate into brazen undreamed dreaming. SCore!!

Positive message (insert appropriate beautiful imagery). The way forward (insert preferred belief pattern). The resistance to pleasant outcome (insert preferred focus for dislike and blame). The way to make a difference (insert preferred belief system encompassing altruistic pillar sitting). What to do when No change appears (see the first point of this message).

There wants to be a twisting change, and it does not know how to happen. It swirls and rolls, and climbs this un-seeable mound, and finds itself back at the bottom flipping in swill. It tells itself it is grand, and it tells itself it is vile. It hopes eternal, and it dies depressed. It believes on the goodness in all hearts and it counts on betrayal for its bread. It is not happy nor sad, it does not hate nor love, it wants for nothing and demands everything, because everything is itself. If all things be of the one, why does the one so abuse itself, and why does it permit a few to create a perversion whilst enticing with divinity? Why does it want you to believe that you are it and always have been? What if infinity were finite? Ask a question you can't think of for yourself.

A being can have many faces, many screens of presented image facing outward for others to see and suppose upon. A presiding idea is that one's faces must all match to create a proof for integrity, yet a higher vision sees patterns of agreement when smaller fields of view see discordant rhyme. Integrity is detectable in the founding waveforms, rather than the images created upon their weave. The same is so for the ignoble spirit, speaking enlightened peace whilst flinging shards of bitter thought. That the Jester can still play courtly games with illusion-gilded hands, silken words, and the distraction of high toned bells jingling on bright costumes is testament to the strength of mind-equations employed. I write in more than one place , by agreement with the other parts of me peering through strange window panes into a jumbled place of broken characters.

About a year and a quarter ago I started training my body to be more mobile and able. The years of intense energy work had broken down much of this body's strength and capacity; until I had reached a point of being almost completely sedentary (due to the intense pain of every movement), and had been alcohol dependant for about 4 years - possibly 5. I stopped drinking any alcohol (vodka is my preference) in October 2018. I began regular movement training in about September 2018. It was that or loose a foot from the probable gout I had started to develop in my toes in the winter, and be totally seized up by the age of 50. The alcohol had gotten me from A to B, but it wasn't going to get me to C with both my feet. By movement training, I mean I coaxed my body from its position of immobile excruciating terror into bouncing mildly on a rebounder. That is all I did for weeks and then months. 3 1/2 minutes of what is called the 'health bounce' - where feet don't leave the mat - is all I could manage for a couple weeks I reckon. At the same time as these choices I had finally made it to a doctor's room, had begun the 'mental health plan' thingo, and started on a beta-blocker to calm the electrical responses of my nerves to signals from the heart, to calm the intense 'tremors' I had been experiencing for years. To stop drinking the vodka was actually very easy. I just stopped. The psychologist I had begun seeing asked me to not drink alcohol during the program she would be implementing, so that was that for me. As I knew it would be at some point. I am like that, I do a thing until it no longer serves its purpose and then I don't do it anymore. I had been having a full shot each evening for a while, then had been inclined to reduce to a half shot for a month or so prior to making it to the medical professionals, and then nothing. How my body reacted to that was all a pretty textbook response. I can't say I felt immensely better for having stopped drinking. I didn't loose a heap of belly fat either. All of 2019 was a long long arduous march. Bounce bounce bounce. I bounced almost daily for more than a year. At the end of that I made it to 4 sessions of 11 minutes each in a day. Then it crashed. And bouncing became really difficult. Weird huh? About a month before that crash I had been prompted by intuition and Other info to purchase a stationary bike. I got the cheapest York Upright bike available, and started peddling. Initially I peddled for a set time as I had with the bouncing, but that wasn't going to work for me. Time whilst bouncing on the one spot worked fine - I was building strength of Vibration. But time in 'movement' as manifested by cycling was too much, I could not handle the 'speed' of the space/time element whilst in this compromised body. So I went with 'energy' as the factor instead. I cycle to a particular number of Calories burned according to the equations used by the York bike. So for more than a year I had been gradually increasing atomic vibration using the rebounder, and then having reached a set vibration capacity, I moved onto increasing movement in space/time with the cycling. For a while I would work with both, increasing bounce rate a little and then increasing Energy burn goal. Now it's just the cycling, and gradually gaining momentum. I feel that a bounce rate increase is on route and so the rebounder will come out again. All of this for about 16 months before we made a move of household from one Aussie state to another. And now it makes a great deal of sense why I began this training. Our new locale is very different to the previous. There is a greater amount of physical load required to live here. We are in the largest city in Australia. So many people, I have no idea how I will get to the point of being able to drive in traffic. I also cart water daily to nurture the small garden beds which have been neglected for years. We are on water restrictions, plus much of the state is on fire and it seems inappropriate to use the drinking water for gardens (even though some is allowed on level 2 restrictions), so to water the plants we set up a system to catch the rinse water from our washing, and cart that about the place. The temperatures have soared into the mid 40's celcius. The environment presently is quite harsh. Without that training since 2018 I would'a been stuffed. Now a bucket or watering can in each hand makes for a great weights workout. Towards the end of last year I had made an etheric request for ways to incorporate more physical activity into daily life. I have not ever been a lover of 'exercise' - that regulated torment of sets and particular movements. Rebounders and stationary bikes were my limit. I said to the ethers that it would make more sense for me to just have more daily activities to complete, as part of everyday life. And guess what? I got just that. I ask for a bag of gold coins too but haven't seen it yet. This world doesn't work that way does it? I do not know why I wrote all this here. It will do what it does and I leave it at that.

As 2019 closes out, I ruminate on the nature of a sense of security. What is it which is at work when we feel secure? The antithesis of ‘secure‘ seems to be ‘anxiety‘, one appearing in the absence of the other, but are they cause and effect or sensations flowing from different machinery with similar triggers? I very easily and persistently sense anxiety. I do not so easily sense security. This indicates a damage which I am digging about to find, like excavating under a house to find leaky pipes. What causes security feelings to leak away? What causes them to activate in the body? What triggers fear of harm and death? Why is the environment sensed as being predominantly hostile and alien? What is the nature of confidence? A hyper-sensitive person receives an over-burdening amount of sense data. Large percentages of the incoming frequencies are strongly 'damaging', that is they create significant disruption to my 'standing wave'. The predominance of incoming data experience is discordant, seemingly redundant or irrelevant to me. I am considering a policy of non-engagement on the human front for a long while as the number of under-developed field interactions mount. My family and I have recently navigated a move of household from one Australian state to another. There is a lot still to settle to finish the relocation, all that departmental stuff and roads stuff, and utilities stuff. It was massively labour intensive for me, and I have been working at it for at least 4 months solidly. Now I get to look out a window and wonder what the hell comes next, whilst teaching my Aspergers-esque brain how to drive to the supermarket in heavy city traffic. There is barely a dust mote left of the previous way of doing life. This new location is a flatbed of sandy soil, not yet showing me what growth it can produce and support. I may just close the blinds and let the world toil madly on without me.

Following guidance, I am constructing Systems of image progressions from sets of WindWeave images created over the past year and a bit. They will be uploaded to a Vimeo account - SphereData Each System will have an explanatory introduction page, so no need to lay all that data out here. It is probable that I will embed the Vimeo videos to a page in my website archives, but that takes a bit of time. These WindWeave Systems are effective. I was surprised/stunned, in a good way, at just how much of an effect they are having on my mood/outlook and physical capacity. When I start to feel that oppressive weight (the bane of an empath) I use System 1 or System 3, which connect to Family Group Support and Environmental Nurture Patterns respectively. Very interesting stuff. WindWeave System 1 - Eth'A Relay Technology WindWeave System 2 - Fluid Relay WindWeave System 3 - Environmental Patterns ©️Sherri-Lee Lavender Spheres of Cohesive Consciousness We are moving closer and closer to that point intersection. The flavour of reality is changing as we approach the altered stream. I can't wait. Hope to feel even greater sensation of difference to my life interaction - that interface with the reality holograph. I woke up a week ago and I would swear that the body I woke up in was not the same version as the one I went to sleep in. There were significant perceptual changes - not all fun. Definitely there was that overall sensation of having merged into a different reality stream where things were the same but not quite exactly. I know there will be people who get what I am saying. Ha, and I just recalled my People saying prior - "We found one. It is similar, but not the same. It is not great but it will work". Ha! Hahaha yep. It is not great, I have to absorb a loss on the physical front, permanent damage to my gums that I swear was not there before, not to the extend that I woke up with - but it will work. There is room to create a different pathway here, a better access to creative streaming to jump to. I keep trying to make friends with my experience, to make sense to others, to find a framework to attach the work to. There isn't one. Purposefully I see, a plan made before I arrived. I need to keep flipping from TimeFlow to TimeFlow (thought-path to thought-path), staying away from large Eyes, and so do a few others whom I know. Interesting indeed. #video

I have learned to speak quietly to myself, and to listen intently, flowing through the stream of my own words. I believed the principal that I had to help 'fix' this world by giving it the intensity of my attention; learning its rules; finding its requirements. What I learned is that this world wants attention, and will use any form of movement to gain it. A constant sense of dis-ease exists within because there is no agreement with the outer world. Those who are happiest either are in agreement with the nature of the dominant reality in their environment, or they are laying hold of the deferment of suffering offered by belief in a greater power, a belief that their suffering has purpose and meaning. I am not in either position, and rather, am continuing on an odyssey to accept all environments for what they are, and to accept that I do not have to be in any of them in agreement, but can sit to the side in non-compliance. I also do not have to outwardly show extreme care for the suffering within environments to be still inwardly caring of the overall state of the Whole. To not give large sums of caring attention to the minute sufferings within a design of calculated pain is not a display of my lack, but an evidence of my focus on the end-point gambit of a single thread pulling my Spirit from spiralling compression into expansive creation. This fine thread is the orchestrator of my special interest. It shows me the way Home, and I will not let go of it for even one point of space-time to tarry on the entanglement of broken thoughtforms and mirrored concepts which divert the momentum of a Spirit Form in flight. 𝑺𝒑𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒄𝒓𝒊𝒑𝒕 𝒊𝒎𝒂𝒈𝒆 - 𝒏𝒐𝒕𝒆𝒔 𝒓𝒆𝒍𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒅𝒊𝒔𝒄𝒖𝒔𝒔𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝒐𝒏 𝑺𝒕𝒂𝒓 𝑪𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒈𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒔𝒖𝒃𝒋𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒔, 𝟏 𝑱𝒖𝒏𝒆 𝟐𝟎𝟏𝟕. Prior to this website, and the satellite website I created to host the audio, I had another website with blog posts going back to 2016, and a Forum called Draumr with content going back to 2017. I still have those. I parked that data at the ending of 2019, moved url's sideways and over a little, and animated a website I had begun creating the year before to become this latest space for releasing work. The point being made though is - I still have all that content. A lot of investment went into creating and forming it. There are contributions from people who no longer speak with me, our streams having moved apart. Even so, I honour their outlay and hope that they are able to travel well through this next leg of the journey.

Continuing to broadcast the SpheresData which rises up from the position I occupy within this EArth sphere reality is all I can do to satisfy the sense of being Self here. The data keeps coming, with nowhere seemingly to plug into in terms of human construct. I am contributing to a reality not yet visible. The information I access has no desire to present as galactic updates or drops of repeated wisdoms. It is as much like having a sophisticated Cosmic computer plugged into my mind and emitting signals through the human systems, as like an experience of connecting to beings in other planes who have complex conversations in coded English which I barely grasp a conceptual understanding of. Significantly for me, broadcasting this SpheresData - as script, sound, image - benefits my own system of Conscious Intelligence, by infusing more of what I resonate with into the collective. Some very few of us in human lifehood are given the platform to express the nature of our inner sensations in a way which feels full and complete. Even the skillsets required - such as the capacity to paint or draw, to sing, to move - appear to be handed out in seemingly arbitrary fashion, leaving many feeling oppressed and contained by circumstance. The driving admonitions to reach further, to train harder, to practice more, all to have a chance to fully be, are wholly burdensome to one who feels they have done enough repetitions of human life to no longer have the desire to try nor to experience. Even these states of thought and feeling are given identity, mostly of a negative emphasis - depression, despair, laziness, lack of ambition or creativity, lack of, lack of, lack of. The idea that I lack because I do not have those things which a human collective is programmed to believe that it must have has become excruciatingly wearisome to me. In this I understand why so many shew off the structures of that human societal scaffold, retreating to remote locations, or even just to the inside of their abode. ## I have had reports of more insistent, detailed, and I am hoping clearer, information incoming for folk lately. The Spheres of reality which I am aware of are making a big move this month to different time-space geometry which will alter experienced reality opportunities for those who make the switch. My people tell me that 3rd March will have a significant outlay. If it is a timed release you will feel it on 3rd March as per your local timezone, if a simultaneous global release you would need to adjust for time variance from Australian Eastern daylight savings time. Relating to these strings of SpheresData - these are ideograms describing vibrational streams of information of ForceForm data - that is patterning to hold particular complex consciousness stable within physical form as the EArth Star (planetary directing consciousness) makes significant movements in time-space. We are soon to make a move to a more complex geometric form on which the reality experienced for this planet, the solar system and associated dimensional layerings with be able to find new opportunity for ‘higher mind’ function and choice. As of 1600hrs Australian daylight saving time last Sat 20th Feb - a week ago - increased data began streaming into the EArth internal information networks via Saturnian comms relays. Folk who are end-point form receiving those streams to broadcast into the collective mind would likely have experienced increased ‘download’ traffic as amplification of these ForceForm data streams was turned up to check channel stability in preparation of the time-space geometry move, and new planetary patterning coming more online. I keep most of my SpheresData in ideogram form to maintain signal cohesion and strength within this reality’s fields of distortion and so direct translations rarely occur. And what should you do with the data which comes to you? Rising up from some undisclosed point within your mind lattices, flowing in through the back of your head straight into the cerebral complex perhaps, delivered in your sleep times as images, or flowing suddenly from your mouth as cryptic collections of phrases? I recommend recording it, writing it, drawing it, scribbling it, dictating it - no matter how inconsequential it may seem to you now. Receiving the data is a part of re-defining the behaviours of the forces and structures which have shaped the experienced reality for the Earth human and all creatures on this planet and within the local clusters of spheres. To create more cohesive experience scaffolding for CI in form-al reality, the quota of higher resolution consciousness data available for forming the meditation streams of the shared reality must be increased. This receiving of data is therefore both the effect of macro level changes underway and the cause of micro level changes yet to be seen.

I am still quizzical. I was going to write a post about file sharing. I have written it actually. And it is quite long, but I am just not feelin' the love in posting it. It's like that with most things I think of to write about. I have a stash of drafts. Mostly they are thoughts barrelling in from the group human mind and not shaded in a way I really wish to express. Of significance to me to say - others sharing the files of Eth'A work purchased from me (excluding personal sessions) is a workload I am not willing to carry. If I could still support releasing AFA1/2 or other work at an even lower price, I would. But because the Eth'A tech is formed of my own creative force, it was hurting my body to not ask for a sufficient physical world exchange. I do not have an organisation of people to help me hold the energy of the tech with meditation streams, so my Guidance advises that I must use money exchange for now. Additionally, to share purchased files removes my value from the work as having laboured hard over this life, and others, to create it. It devalues the tools and it does not truly assist the people who receive it at no cost to themselves, not even the cost of speaking to me nor acknowledging that I exist at all. Of course, it will still be the purchaser’s choice to make, because I can't physically stop anyone. However, it demonstrates a more cohesive consciousness to direct someone to my website so that they can find out about and use the Eth'A tools I create properly, rather than get them second hand. This work really is not like a library book. When AFA1 was first released, I asked a very small $38AUD for all files - images and audio. And I have given it away to folk in dire straits with no money for food, plus hosted it for free listening for over a year. I have done my share, and can no longer carry the cost of hosting the work in the shared holographic field on my own. I ask people to pay a money price to cover the energetic load of hosting the Eth'A data within the reality matrix in which their Form is encased and exhibiting life. Previously I have done this on their behalf, using donor processing fields formed of my own creative data-forms. I am intrinsically involved in the tools, they are of my creative force and stream - they are not separate from me. Giving a tool file on to someone else is akin to saying to me - 'you worked well for me, now go work for my friend, as part of the money I have already given you’. Would that be acceptable if I were a mechanic or a plumber? I do not have employment, I do not have a career, I do not make a profit, I do not have an organisation, I do not have disciples, I do not have followers, I do not get donations. I am not backed by a galactic federation of light, a Sirian council, an Arcturian quorum, a Mer pod, a Fairy sprinkle, nor a sophia rose-heart certification. I do not get bliss-bombs dumped into my brain to give me that emotive hit often called 'pure love'. I am not connected to the christos grid, am drawing no power at all from that system - nor do I ever wish to. Money received from exchange for my Eth'A work is used for herbal supplements to support my body which works overtime to do what I do, equipment such as microphone for recording, software for processing, or cost of online website plan. Occasionally I put it towards some balls of yarn to bring that colour enjoyment into my life. I have a hard time asking for money for this work, I relent a lot, give it a lot, reason with myself to drop the price constantly; but my greater CI is getting more and more firm with me about sticking to the set price. I understand financial hardship, yet I also understand the physical cost of hosting complex etheric data within the holographic grids using the bulk of my own vital lifeforce allotment each day. It ain't sustainable. Other people can do it by attracting online followers and friends who give of their happy sunshine love vibes into the stream holding their data stable. They feed emotional/mental energy to each other through gathering within soul groups. I do not do this. Specifically I do not even put out the vibe to attract people in that way. There has been just enough attention and money come for this work of mine to keep me from having a stroke up to this point. But it has been seen and agreed by my larger Ether companions and co-creators to not do it this way anymore and anyone who is desiring of using this technology must be self-responsible and carry themselves within the stream from their own resource. I have given and given. Do not ask more from me than this. Moving on - for the now, I am working earnestly on ignoring certain portions of the human mind puddle emanations. It's just too flippin' nuts, and no amount of rainbow bathing is going to make it more meaningful to me. You're on your own there little rainbow diamond peeps; hoping all your colours work out for you just super. Additional words: I endeavour to say 'I' when I express a thought or describe a learning or understanding, rather than 'we' or 'us' or 'you', because I have no place to speak as if I know you; and absolutely no evidence to suggest that the reactions of thoughts and energy within my sphere are the same or even similar to yours, other than an aggregate assumption based on the collation of outward seeming data mostly dislocated from an intimate inner experience of the other. Anything I say in respect to understandings, wisdoms and perspective, I speak of as being relevant only to myself, I do not require to tell you that our experience is shared for mine to be viable within a shared flow. And I do not have a need to tell you what your point-position is nor even give you kind suggestions to assist you in framing your experience to yourself and within your environment. There is a place for all. In my world - descriptive words which place belief states or outlooks of perception on a rung of behaviours with associated motivators are unkind, manipulative and controlling of the pathways of others. Notice I said 'descriptive words', I did not say 'people'. If I drop a stone here today, I watch a boulder roll somewhere tomorrow.