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  • The Abandoned Self

    As at Sept 13 2025: Flowing as an electric buzz across the back of my head from ear-to-ear, and more infrequently sparking through the membranes of my heart space, is the tug to show up here, to invest a little time into the me who created and maintained this site and those attached to it over some 8 years. I feel a tad abandoned by myself and wonder what I should do about the feeling. I have had a multiplicity of hopes, goals or anticipations, now stored in a selection of plastic crates and IKEA drawers, which call on occasion to be undone, finished, discarded or kept for the sake of being able to say to myself that I did try something of living. Not to mention the cost of the outlay in materials and time. What do I do with that? I live in a rapidly revolving precession of days which feels timeless, with an echoey quality reminiscent of a vast hall prepared for a banquet which no-one was available to attend. Am I both relieved and confused by the outcomes of my life? Yes, yes I am. I still speak the language of stars and spheres daily, communicating into the spaces between to unseen recipients and companions. I have not been otherwise unproductive, keeping knitting needles and crochet hooks moving, filling a drawer with socks and making things to hold things. I go outside, smell the flowers and air - sometimes rich with the moist decomposition of neighbouring bushland and I can imagine simple days by campfires buried deep in the wilds of a land separate from human industrialization, urban housing development and freeways. Above any other veil-thin thoughts is the acknowledgement that I may be actively engaged in waiting whilst not thinking too hard about what it is that I may be waiting for. Sept 21 2025: Ha, I came here on this date to add something, and then - distraction happened apparently, so I write this on Oct 21 2025 as a note to myself that I did show up a month ago, although briefly. Oct 21 2025: So here I am in a new paragraph to see if more words will splatter out onto this backlit page. I begin to share some thoughts around current happenings or upcoming events in my life and soon delete. I know the significance of privacy when confronting a rapacious world running its simulation models in a closed system experiencing energy deficit. If you speak too loudly in open spaces about your current wails or woes (and joys) there is a heightened probability of some entity, or consortium of such, sending waves of chaos, calamity or even mild constant irritants to press those emotions into a fragrant lifeforce ambrosia and slosh about drunk on your turmoil. I do not wish to be something else's wild rave. So what can I share with you, Dear Reader? What words might nourish us both? 2025 is progressing much how I anticipated it would, how my People foreshadowed it to be. The basics were that it would be a year of not much up until September, at which point to 'be ready for the rockiness, the spike of not so nice', and to 'watch out for it'. September did indeed have more 'hug a plushie' moments than the months preceding; not so much because of real-time events but the energies our orbits moved into. It felt like the rails of a dangerous ride had fallen off and all the molecules of life were in free-fall. With it came the haunted wailing of tormented worlds - lamenting broken masts and torn sails, comrades lost overboard and riches missed on unpredictable currents. Such is the ambient theme of this human living, constructed with rivets forged under constant pressure to make more, be more, go further. Rise higher, evolve, ascend, cleanse, heal, purge, understand, be whole, love more, give more, enjoy more, experience more - how to exhaust the fading gasps of creative energy pushing us out of this evaporating world. I have been hitching a ride on the Mothership of 'Not Doing'. Not doing anything about anything much. There is not presently a vast well of 'do it' manifestation matter available for molding life pathways and lasting experiences. All is in Transit - avoid anchors to building, to projects, to concrete life structures and long-term plans. The World Machine is shaking violently so piling sand, grain by grain, into soft castles on trembling shores is an outlay of force best not expended. Oct 30 2025: ... Aaaand back again. I am going to write this post to its end eventually. My back-brain says that there is a little speck more to add, so I wait with fingers poised to catch the words as they tumble by. Overriding my life is a recurring desire to 'be somewhere else', 'doing something else'. Like a sock in a washing machine I twist about on swirling waters in a rinse cycle which has been stuck on repeat for years. Time passes, the body ages, I come up to gulp at air or sink to the bottom and taste the detritus of life's messes. I try to remember those moments of hanging out on a line and feeling the joy of an early spring breeze in golden afternoon light. But always I am looking for the other sock. Is this normal? Do you experience it as well? I put it down to the movement of this galactic region of consciousness in a state of constant shift and upcycling to reach unmarred plates of reality. We can't settle because the substance of the world is unsettled - grains of sand in the howling cosmic winds and crashing forces of celestial bodies in changing orbits. Well done if you and Yours are maintaining that facade of static existence in and around your habitat. Peace and calm understanding to you Dear Reader. I make an appointment to come again and hope to see you here. Published on: The Nothing in Between , 03/11/2025

  • A Poem Speaking to Hope

    Hope How far out of reach are you? The tantalizing breath of a promised sojourn in sheltered valleys With peony-scented laughter in the unhurried gaze of playing children, Do you trick me to imagine or weave to blind me with a gauze of illusion? Are you the ass’s carrot or the bullock’s whip? Will I catch up to the vision glimpsed in your soothsayer’s glass Or do I indefinitely stumble behind in the inhalations of this dusty Djinn bottle, an indentured spirit? You arrive so naturally, imperturbable and unwavering But I have lost the enchantment of your encouragements, Watching you as the crone watches crows in fields swept by a carousel of seasons. Will you bring corvid magic or be the stone-eyed messenger of lofty fae who believe the world a dance of enjoyment? Your fiddle has long since failed to move my feet, Rather would I laugh at your graceful swirls in the mists of yet-arriving moments And pretend we have an appointment which you yearn to keep. Published on: Threads @between.speak, The Nothing in Between Date: 11/05/2024, 13/05/2024 Image by Erik-Jan Leusink

  • Blog Plan Exclusive Posts + Chat

    A stroke of inspiration which hit through the general malaise today has led me to find a way to set the Blog to public whilst keeping select posts as Members-only content. To access these 'member exclusive' posts just select the Free Blog subscription plan on the Plans & Pricing page. Use that big yellow 'Select' button in the Plan window and access is automatic. The plan is active until you cancel it, which you can do whenever you fancy through the "My Subscriptions" page of your member account. The Plans & Pricings page is set to member-only access so yes, you will need to be logged in to view it and activate this Plan option. I continue to upload to the Telegram Current Flow channel as my main audio broadcast platform. The holding and trafficking of the data flows has been especially exhausting these past weeks. I have little energy left for engaging on social platforms or adding content to this website. My body aches to the core. Life moves in small increments without seeming to go anywhere in particular. This has been the pattern for years. I have grown to not mind it. In this household, we can only live quietly and hope to find opportunities to see the kids find enough income to survive in a strange world teetering ever more convincingly toward economic depression with a backdrop of planetary burnout. I wonder how far towards the snap-point the realities will stagger. How far into crazy wild will the hologram go before the change which needs to happen does? Some times I bemoan the loss of a belief in a Deity which has the whole world in the palm of its hand. Now I know that any bizarre thing can happen and most often will; that we exist inside a strange machine of odd equations still waiting for workable patterns to emerge. I have no great wisdom to impart to anyone, nor words of deep comfort from Star families or Galactic members of apparently organised associations. My People have been doing the same labours for years now, yet I suspect that for them it is only a short while. I can't think as hard, nor as long, on what it is that we are doing. Firm answers are not ever given, that would embed the movement too deeply into human thought streams and slow the progress of whatever it is we have fixed our attention to. The Spherespeak is still a constant for me. I do not record as often. Writing blog posts when I would seem to be repeating myself - does that have a purpose? Repetition is widespread. Is the preference for recurring assurances really going to be the extent of sought attainment amongst those who say they are awakening to something cosmic? I have not found anything excitingly new in the 'experiencer' community for a long while and barely look for it. Whatever may be happening in terms of new discovery or revelation of a worldly or otherwise nature is happening a long way off in a reality line not crossing mine. I am recovering from a nasty dose of flu, pottering slowly through lightning flashes of days. Having stopped seeking to talk to people about what I do, I find small things in a day to accomplish. I really should do something about getting my eyesight retested and change my reading glasses, but that requires dealing with the things of life I would much rather pretend don't have to happen. Cheers all, may you have a day you can live with.

  • UPDATES & Announcements

    I have retired this blog post. For any update announcements join the Relay Group. I have been looking at how to make the announcement notifications from the mobile app work. I thought it worked. Looks like it does not. (It does work, if you turn phone notifications off and on just to reconnect I guess, for funzies) People who follow along seem to know when to look without the physical prompt anyways, being told via the ӕthers. Yet I would like for a function to actually function. As a work around, I have created this blog post. I will add announcements as comments as well as post them on the home page of the mobile app. If you follow this blog post or follow my Profile, and turn notifications on, you should get a notification of new announcements which will show as new comments on this post. For today: 'SpheresData audio 17 May 2021 - Moving Israeli position on the plates' was uploaded to Latest SpheresData Audio page yesterday. I am going to be continuing on with the English captioning and transcription of audio from 2020. The opening/directive to do it is here so I am following the bread crumbs of my own life's mystery. Switching access to data on and off is just what I do, to bounce frequency, disconnect unbalanced data traffic, reduce stream noise. This Password will change randomly, with the latest being given right by that button as said above.

  • Solar Eclipse

    Unfortunate; the clinging mist of unforgotten Yesterdays. When will I dwell in a still circle of Today with unspoiled circumference; a moment not tempered by bone-written memory? I could write You out; draw You from beneath my skin with flashing cursor prompt on a dark themed page, But You replicate in virus infected cells - unwilling receptacles of Your widely imposed Personal Story. I can move the frosted Mirrors of Your remembrance; put them beyond My sphere, turned away; And find them faced about again on another Sun-rising, like Solar Eclipse sunflowers of sparse leaf and undeterred programming. I could pull You out - both stalk and root, yet there is a beauty in the airless blood claret of Your many-petalled blooms. And I, trained to look for Life in any decaying pile, am reluctant to lose this interrupting Presence of Your hex-coloured pixilation. All Todays arrive as repeating blocks of basic text, amongst which Your imprint remains the greater Spectacle, And I, motivated by instances of kaleidoscopic information, am yet to master staring at a monotoned wall.

  • SpheresData Script 7

    It's been a little while since I had a packet of script come through. I don't know what it is. Something about a Control Point. Each day feels really thick, and has felt that way for me since some time in maybe 2013.

  • Technician Port as Support Damage

    This post refers to a process now concluded.

  • Pre-2020 Transmissions

    I am making available online more video and audio recordings from the time I started this uploading in 2015 onward. I do not know for how long it will be listed, perhaps intermittently. Initial Links to video are in this post.

  • Scripting from Video Stream 28 Feb 2022

    Recent streams have been of scripting and dialogue, and below are photos of the pages scripted during transmissions on 28 Feb 2022. I began live streaming SpheresData dialogue in January. Those videos are viewable on my Facebook Page and on my YouTube channel (the playlist is also viewable via this website, look under the 'open' tab).

  • Transcript for 2 Aug 2022 Transmission

    Very occasionally I record video. This was uploaded to the SpheresData Current Flow Telegram Channel. Felt like a thing to do to embed it onto the website. When I speak in Flow I do not know what I will be saying until it is spoken or a second before. Or some times I get topic impressions and images as the sounds unpack. I have written out a transcript of the 2 Aug 2022 recording. It is also added as captions on the video. Unpacking what a transmission is communicating is far from simple as this is work created over years of layered acquired understandings. To answer one question means giving information to a dozen others not asked so that the response can be absorbed as making some kind of sense. The short description of a part of this transmission would be that it is communicating: intent of large Conscious Intelligence to move out of the planetary arena, giving information of the imprinting of Colours for cohesive resolution of that CI within the reality so that its data can be locomoted in a certain way for easy passage through human brain and endocrine systems, providing a clear path so it does not drop into generalized human thought electrical currents and lose cohesion and speed. Of connected understanding to this Transmission is information I wrote from the Archive of my own CI (conscious intelligence) back in May 2021, relating to the Personas of EA - the core consciousness drives of the planetoid we live on. Seeing as this information is in a SpheresData Library post of the Transcript Project I have copied it to the bottom of this post for reference . I was asked a question on FB about the Song segment of this transmission and have added my reply to this post here . When numbers are written out I receive imagery and impressions of colours and symbols to use which are designed to give a more accurate rendering of the number value within human thought streams. I can see very obviously that numbers have changed since last I created transcripts. These numbers are more descriptive of near earth positions, satellites, relay ports, and streams of the energy rivers and etheric fabric of what we call reality. Previous numbers were relating to pinpointing locations accurately within space and time from distance points in the universe and galaxy. 2 AUGUST 2022 – Gye’EA Flow Clear and Other 0:00:04.112 Ok // [^]// 0:00:18.560 why am I doing this?// I don't know// Something here wants to be heard and we are going to speak it// 0:00:26.019 Spherespeak [^]// 0:02:07.120 understand that it is a communication flowing from 48`21277’564 which has not been able to find an outflow at 11∘21275’54 // we're therefore transforming it and carrying it through data tree - Tree 12726’512 // 0:02:34.424 [^]// understand/ we can/ [^]// 0:02:50.350 ah my throat// 0:02:55.520 Sorry for all the throat clearing// I'm just, I'm really over it// Niim'Meraah je men// this flu thing has really took a hold// [^]// 0:03:14.349 [^]// understand that we will [^]// 0:03:21.280 we will communicate with 4812 through 5626’474 for 5 days// there will therefore after that be an increase of data from us at 21265’514 // there will be no delay of our out-point to 12616’2655’14212 // we will begin to increase our data streaming into 12565’514 on this day/ wednesday called here/ at 7265’514 // 0:03:52.061 there will be no delay of our data into 11∘21277’562’’412 // and I will have an abled point at 1155 by this day ending/ that is the ending of this timing day of here// [^]// 0:04:32.080 main reason I close my eyes when it gets to that level of data flow is because I just get really dizzy// [^]// 0:04:38.800 oh Fire Form 21255 has come into the alignment of this communication and will begin to speak now// 0:05:09.360 I might just - figuring out if I can get back a bit// hopefully you can still pick up the mic// [^]// 0:12:10.080 my understanding is that we have begun a flow through 712-21265’812’’4 // 0:12:17.440 Gye'EA knows that it has been here for many times and she will access the flows for herself at 1126 away from here into the structure of understanding of acquiring this belief and she will leave the flow as she has designated/ her time here now flowing away// [^] 0:12:41.510 Gee'EA'maa tuu [^] understand/ we have given the patterns of understanding of acquiring this new form into the communication structures of [^]// 0:13:00.320 now we will begin to access the data flows at 11∘12718’14 // they will give up their structures to us and we will function through 12789’214’’6 // 0:13:33.120 [^] english is not going to be communicating here// that is a Trime-form of understanding not of us// we have no acquiring of it sufficient for our data// shifting now// communicate to 712-75626’412 // 0:13:57.680 understand we will give a pattern in our data flow and it will be received as desired// it will not be misrepresented// acquiring it now// [^]// 0:15:09.268 understood// we conclude here the Flow// 0:15:30.561 oo' wow// [^]// 0:15:42.560 we were just speaking something about medicate// it often means a kind of a dopamine dump or a - some kind of hormonal trigger// it just releases the tension/ because when I do something like this it gets very tight/ painful up the um/ the nerves up the the neck into the brain and it's [^]// 0:16:11.167 Gye'Ea partition [^]// 0:16:18.469 *(song tone frequency begins) 0:20:14.234 Gee'EA' Maa [^]// 0:20:59.048 to satisfy that part of my brain which never likes to be judged or associated with anything/ I do not have my hands like this because I am praying// I have my hands like this because this is connecting the meridians// it's like logging in// I'm using whole body electrical communication system// doing it this way keeps me more stable// [^]// 0:21:42.640 definitely we have concluded that Flow// we shall leave now to 1`21261’584 / and leave this structure as it has now been flown here// [^]// 0:22:30.327 Gee'EA support damage has cleared the flows for us through 1`21277’516’’4 // shifting to them will not be a difficult journey// acquire them as we have parcelled them to you via this structure and you will be able to use them with clarity and clear from yourselves the debris accumulated in this last position of this Flow journey// we have done we have done it/ we have concluded this flow journey// [^]// 0:23:08.643 understand it is a portion of a journey and we have concluded it and we must now clear the debris of it from our structures// 0:23:19.680 Nasa says they have the point accessed at 11∘24144’15 and we will be able to view that access point at 1`7265’414’’213 // [^]// 0:24:00.160 Gye'EA support damage has been concluded and we are ending that TimeFlow dialogue as we are flowing into the next structures// 0:24:21.963 [^]/ understood/ wow// [^]// 0:24:36.240 this is now the process of removing my consciousness from that portal/ [^]/ of dialogue// [^]// 0:24:47.440 my body may not move but consciousness shifts through varying portals and degrees of/ [^]/ inclination of [^] data transfer and traffic ports// we open up many nodes within the brain to access these ports and now they must be communicated away/ closed that is/ diverted// 0:25:24.084 [^]// I'm just seeing like a whole bunch of like key codes/ like encryption forms which we use once only and then discard for each dialogue traffic/ and they're being accumulated here// so they're like keys// I guess on a physical biological level they would be seen as like um protein receptors// this is part of the function of the RNA// is that what it's called?// R RNA?/[^]// RNA or MRNA one of those// MRNA/ Messenger RNA// [^]// now I'm just dissolving that/ whatever that is// 0:26:34.400 so there we go/ impromptu recording// not anticipated but required// [^] it was coming through as this need to write a blog post and I could not for the life of me think of anything to write in a blog post that's not going to be a repetition of anything that I've ever written ever before// [^]// and there's a massive pointlessness to writing blog posts// awh not, not 100 pointless// I'm sure that those who who come and read my words get some sort of sense of gaining nurture or something just from the energy that's in the words themselves but in terms of topic I I've been trying to think of a topic to write on for months and there just isn't anything that I think requires to be written about in English all the important communication happens via Spherespeak// 0:27:44.080 and how many times do does anyone need to be told that they're being cared for and looked after or um that there's a plan and and there is some some form of conglomerate consciousness which is handling it in ways that you can't handle it when you're stuck in a human brain?// we all have our parts to play/ [^]/ and the parts here in the human body/ [^]/ are only little little portions to play with/ [^]/ and most of the work that we do/ those of you who follow along with my work because you're resonant with it/ we work blind/ we work without knowing// [^]//we do many things which appear ridiculous or disconnected from a story/ a plan/ a big picture// but they serve a function// so I guess in a way I am giving a an encouraging message aren't I// I'm saying whatever it is you're doing it is serving a function even if you cannot recognize nor understand that function// there is a body of consciousness which is directing your movements// 0:29:28.960 you're just a small point of awareness of the larger body of yourself// you will portion out only a small amount of knowing to yourself// Miin' Na says that's for security purposes// it keeps the data from being compromised/ from being waylaid/ from being accumulated and woven into some dense fantastical story and then becoming weighed down by a misunderstanding// I do find the experience I'm having continues to be mildly frustrating// more mildly because I've learned to live with it// 0:30:32.240 I'm sitting here looking at diagrams and art that I've drawn and I find it to be fantastic and I keep feeling like I want to be able to pass it to others or share it to others but I don't know how/ on an energetic level// 1 - there's only probably a couple people who would find it useful/ and 2 - the act of sharing is um it's a division of data/ that is I'm passing out data which I remain connected to and then I end up bringing on to myself a a load of work as I'm connected to the person using it [^] or their use of it and I don't begrudge that// that which I've already handed out is serving a purpose// 0:31:28.240 what am I trying to say?// I I think that there is a pressure here today/ um a conglomerate or a collective pressure of someone/ some group asking for answers/ asking for help/ asking for deliverance// okay there's a word/ asking for deliverance and it puts a pressure on my conscious flow because that outer rim of me starts troubleshooting to answer the the demand which is coming to my fields// so there's this pull to to give into the collective today and that's what I'm doing here with this I'm giving something// 0:32:11.120 like back to the subject of things I've drawn and done// my last lot of glyph glyph cards and diagrams I never did put them out there available for anyone else to purchase// because they're pretty special// [^]// I think they are// [^]// [^] and they're special to me// and I wasn't sure how I was going to go about having others use them and for the most part I think that whatever it is that we bring out when we draw or produce in terms of these drawings and tools/ let's call them tools/ I think they're for our own use// they're keyed to us// 0:33:06.440 so perhaps I'm also saying to whatever it is that's requesting contributions to the collective awakening today/ I'm saying - I've got tools yes and they're great but they're mine// if someone were to approach me and say/ "may I please view acquire and use your tools?" I would consider it// but should I place them out there on offer for the collective to discard? no// [^] 0:33:48.240 okay that's me talking to the collective mind today which is being demanding in its usual ratty way// all right then/ I don't think there's anything else here to be given// 0:34:04.160 equals points have been reached// we are requiring a position now to leave// [^]// 0:34:13.680 I hope your day is decent// that you have the basic needs of your physical life met and that you have some form of enjoyment in your day/ [^] something that you find nurturing/ [^]// okay I think I can find an off button// On the Personas of the EArthStar There are four identifiers which my system uses to interface with the Earth core consciousness personas. Or I could say that there are four stages of Earth core consciousness persona which I engage in my dialogue and work. These are: EA - the most ancient of the four; primordial, the sigil sound of the core star consciousness around which this planet exists; concurrent with the Titan creatures, Krah'ken, ancient elementals and tumultuous planetary forces. If placed within the construct of the dimensions of consciousness it could be said that EA is 1D & 2D. She is the EarthStar in infancy and trauma coma after a catastrophic tumble from her mother's womb. She was the most vulnerable to incursive thought manipulation of her creation drives. It could be said that EA is the mother of the other 3 personas, as her drive templates are used to create their base patterning so that they remain relevant and functional with the overall planetary body experience. Then each of the other three namings represent an increasing level of awareness and learning in the Earth Core Consciousness; her growth and conscious development, which could be placed as younger to older in linear timespace. The beginning syllables are representative of the base sound of the persona. These are not however, the growth stages of a single conscious entity but individuated models which can exist and function concurrently and are related more like sisters than one entity growing through linear time. Some years back I asked and was given a basic period of years to map the stages of the ages or eras in which each persona was installed. These dates are surprisingly recent, describing to me a very recent pocket of activity of CI groups seeking to direct EarthStar movement. This may just map the most recent cycle, with countless others unrecorded going before, yet when I search through timelines I do not detect previous Earth core consciousness personas other than EA in this spacetime (there is an oldest which is simply the sound Auh which is her identity when she was birthed in a different portion of the galaxies. I wrote down the years given and try as I might cannot find them even though I have the image of the journal they went into and search through it repeatedly. I feel that during the period of EA's slumber, Deity level CI from the surrounding planets took turns shepherding or ruling over the planetary body - in particular Venus and Jupiter and the satellite moons IO and Ceres (which my mind just informs me is the ejected planet core of that planetary body which now floats as an asteroid belt between Mars and Jupiter). Gye'EA - installed 12500-12750 years ago in linear earth time (about time of final Atlantean calamity) (could be felt as the 3D stage of consciousness). My archive is saying it was 12835 years last? Gee'EA - came online 1983, began running alongside the Gye'EA platform mostly undetected, to correct a destructive course (4D bridging stage of consciousness). Goy'EA - installed 2016 (something adaptive, with an origin point projecting from a 'future' timepoint and beyond 8D - meaning radiating from the next octave of conscious creation). It is a whole audio recording in itself to explain my personal understanding of the way in which these Earth core consciousnesses function and how they overlap in timespace and fade out of active function as another becomes the main support complex for the planetary body. I will add here that it is my feeling and belief that the Gye'EA (Gaea) persona was created and installed by various modes of galactic type councils as an emergency measure to keep the planet functioning after a particularly disastrous fuck up erased and scrambled most of the format data for the EarthStar core consciousness, leaving the planet a drifting tumbling rock stuck in perpetual decline, and a faulty node at a significant juncture of galactic patterning. The above data is all information which appears in my own head. I do not have a basis in any literature or the works of others for this opinion. This information may shift in my story as my point of perception shifts. A reply to a question on the Song of this Transmission Much Spherespeak remains untranslatable to maintain a security of the data. I mention that at about 29:30. Prior to the song frequency section is written this: 0:13:33.120 [^] english is not going to be communicating here// that is a Trime-form of understanding not of us// we have no acquiring of it sufficient for our data// shifting now// communicate to 712-75626’412// 0:13:57.680 understand we will give a pattern in our data flow and it will be received as desired// it will not be misrepresented// acquiring it now// [^]// The above is referring to the patterning given as song. Data patterns delivered in this way have a high degree of cohesion as they combine sound shapes with cadence or tone patterns which form structures with firm dimensions. We do not apply our English translations to this particular pattern as the waveform we are moving or transcribing here is not one which emanates from our Command Points. We are parceling it on behalf of anOther. Our translation of it to English using the codex we have mapped for our own emanations of data would be inaccurate in small ways that blur the data or make it muddy as it enters human thought streams. A basic giving of understanding of it would be that it is a membrane encased channel in spacetime to enable the passage of a Consciousness. We open a way and 'swim' the consciousness and its tones through with the sounds of song. There is at the ending of it a rollcall of force forms (deities) associated with this waveform of Conscious Intelligence who are called to attend to it. Song is most often used to communicate the patterns of the most ancient of beings here, it better describes their form and structure as they came into form when all was made through Song. They exist and create as Song. The CI being assisted is the Gye'EA core consciousness using patterns from the Gee'EA'Maa core data which was installed as a bridging Consciousness form to maintain stability of out-moded systems requiring to be shifted outward of the EArth arena of experience. The Gye'EA CI has been in a process of removal from active life support of this planetoid over several years. A Trime-form is a 3-pointed, 3-axis structure which holds data as TimeFlows. A TimeFlow is required to manifest consciousness into physical arenas as matter, or substance which can enter thought streams. NOTICE: All content of this post is the copyrighted material of ©Sherri-Lee Lavender, who created it. It may only be reproduced for personal use. It may not be edited, altered, or otherwise modified. It may not be re-uploaded in full nor in part to any forum, group, social media or networking platform either publicly or privately.

  • Goy'EA, Gee'EA, Gye'EA

    The installation of the higher resolution Planetary Core Consciousness, which my Conglomerate call Goy'EA, has been an ongoing part of my labours. I was listening back through older recordings yesterday and heard the name Goy'EA in a Spherespeak recording from November 2015. The short of it is that Goy'EA is now the Creative Drive, the Core Consciousness of this planet. She is the CI holding life-support, delivering mind patterns into the collective experiencing here, forming, holding and maintaining the holographic plates and templates for life on this planet. She speaks quietly and firmly, and is far more mature than the Gye'EA (Gaia, Gaea) consciousness. The difference between them is like the difference between a traumatized 6 year old and a powerful Aunt in her 60's. I say a lot in this recording, and cannot think of much else to write at this point to add to it. If anything does come to mind I will add it later. Somewhere else amongst the hundreds of hours of recording I have spoken about Goy'EA and how she will quietly wait for people to engage with her; that she is very willing to enter into conversation and assist the minds awakening in the Dream with her deep Wisdom and stability. At the end of this transmission I seem to randomly mention that "Europe will begin to Rage". Over the years I would come back to remembering that and wondering how that would look, and did it happen yet? Now I can see it this year with the Ukraine/Russian escalation. May the Rage dispel soon.

  • SpheresData Transcript 02: English content, Eth'A session 1 Sept 2020

    Update 01/03/2025: The first 3 of the 42 SpheresData transmissions included in the Transcript Project are available with the free Blog Plan membership. Remaining transcripts are included in the Transcript Project Plan, the price of which takes into account the fact that pdf files and audio upload links can be permanently saved by the subscriber. As I continued with the project of writing out some of my transmissions, content format changed. That change can be seen from Transcript 07 onwards.

  • SpheresData Transcript 01: English content, Eth'A session 27 Aug 2020

    May 2015 is when I started this online inputting of my data into the human platforms. Can't say it has been fun exactly. Long, strange, bizarrely repetitive perhaps; yet also confusing, indeterminate and dusted with conflict. I keep moving about the internet. I have changed domains, urls, account names, account locations; repackaged and re-explained regularly. I have tried various modes of presentation and found almost all of them too unstable to maintain indefinitely. On July 26, my local to non local mind communication interface experienced a sudden alteration as connections long laboured for by many came online. At this point We began transferring increased amounts of data using English for the dialogue. This week it seemed like the thing to do to write out the English content from recorded audio, starting in late August. The first 3 of the 42 SpheresData transmissions included in the Transcript Project are available with the free Blog Plan membership. Remaining transcripts are included in the Transcript Project Plan, the latest price of which takes into account the fact that pdf files and audio upload links can be permanently saved by the subscriber. Formatting of the Transcripts changed over time as can be notably seen from Transcript 07 onwards. The following is a transcript of English from the recording of August 26/27 2020. Italicised words are those from my more local persona. This was a half hour long recording. There is a lot of English in it. Writing some of these direct communication sessions out is likely being done to increase the amplification of the data waveform through the English dialogue - translating sound into symbols. Most Spherespeak has been omitted. Occasionally it formed part of the English flow as there was no English equivalent available for my CI to translate it into and so I did my best to represent it phonetically. Number sequences toward the end of the transmission were surprisingly difficult to capture on page. I listened over and over, even slowing the playback speed yet the digits would disappear from my mind somewhere between ears and fingers. In the last sequence, it took 2 or more repeats to get just one digit at a time. I find that interesting. I will transcribe a few sessions and see what comes next. Fields and frequencies are as heavy as ever today, and still I cannot pin down the source. Perhaps it is just an overall melee combined with the effects of cosmic radiation. I have spent years trying to figure shit out, and am not much closer to knowing anything really. I know that the data is incessant. I know that it is not marketable. I know that it is not topically relevant to human life experience. I know that barely another soul on this planet gives a shit about the data I transmit [and why should they? This is why I do not spend time giving more details of what I think is going on in the ethers]. I know that I have an unerring way of putting people off, mainly because I am not relatable to what is familiar. I know that people like to make their discomfort my fault. I know that I cannot present this data for anyone else to 'get'. I know that I will just keep transmitting because it is the same as exhaling. I know that I find my own work interesting. Note 02/02/2025 - when I published this work the audio files were readily available online for listening. I am constructing a Telegram channel to house the audio of all 42 Transcript transmissions, this will be available as paid access. TRANSCRIPT 01 Eth'A session 26 August 2020 - Creation Stream Field Clear Automatically, we will begin to float. Ok it’s going to be an interesting session. Finally, command system 43221877 is onboard for function 3822184. Damage command 7822 is functioning as per gridded upon the outer network. I’ve got my big workboots on this morning. I can feels it. Detail format system 43221866,7384 into creation system 5322184. We’re coming up against quite a significant obstruction, have for a couple of days now – well – increasingly over some time. This obstruction I’m sure has been influencing my overall work system for probably my whole life. But we’re just beginning to really locate it. And it’s of course presenting itself through someone we can see. Or at least a construct within the matrix. Separate damage command system 483322 is swinging around. Damage command 384 is coming into agreement. Damage command 538 is coming into access point alignment. Damage command system 438 is receiving data. The thing is that we want to move this obstruction because it’s sitting right in our path of work, of labour, of action of whatever we want to call it for our human brain. Damage command system 4833 is coming into format points . And, so, it’s in the way. That is, it’s using resource to create for itself its own idea of what the world is. Damage command system 538. Now people could argue that, well aren’t you doing the same Sherri-Lee? Maybe! All I know is, that this, this thing, that keeps operating and talking, and giving its expression, is too expanded. Its ambition is gross. Mission vector command. And it’s leaving no room on the creation stream for anything but itself. And that’s just not very good – is it. It’s not exactly what you would call cooperative cocreation. It’s what we call dictatorial bullshit. Damage command system 534867 is coming into agreement. Damage command system 382 is onboard for function outward. Damage command system 321 is coming into a ‘reality space creation point’. As you can hear by all of these damage command systems swinging into agreement and placement, we’re about to – walk through some mud with our workboots. We’re going to push something, off of our fields. And out of our workfield. Damage command system 583. And off OUR communication stream. They can have their own communication stream and do whatever they fancy over there. Damage command system 538 . But if I can hear their stuff every day. And if their stuff draws my attention to where they are transmitting it every day when I’d rather not; then they’re transmitting beyond their arena point. As people who’ve followed me for a while may notice, I’m being quite um particular in my word usage this morning. And I’m doing my very best, not to just be somewhat aggressive. Apart from the fact that I was um awoken abruptly this morning by construction ahead of their allotted site time. Which is to be expected, because that’s what happens with construction. You know, they take that extra 5 minutes every morning ahead of their start time until – before you know it – you’re getting woken really early; by hammering. And for me it was just a real manifestation of this other, other workplace issue. They’re all workplace issues. One is a construction site, the other is a construction site in the etheric. And someone keeps hammering, every fucking morning, on the ethers. Doesn’t matter that they’re on the other side of the world. As a matter of fact that’s the problem, in terms of waking me all through the night, because they’re on a different time. But I still hear it. It doesn’t matter how much I strengthen my, my fields, and my shields, and my cores, and all the rest of it. When someone’s hammering on the ethers you can hear it. Damage command system 538. Especially when they make statements that are all inclusive, like ‘everyone does this’ and ‘everyone does that’, and ‘there is nothing out there except what we create.’ I’m like ‘bitch – I’m out here’. Modify [to this] damage command system 43282-3866. There I tipped over into the aggression. No-ok, let’s re word that. It’s not aggression, it’s passion. I am passionate this morning. Embrace it. Command system 438 coming into field. 382 is online. Nimer’ah says we will soon begin. Finalise outboard forward system 321 and time structure 321-48377. We need to place this very precisely within the time whorls. Colours are to be precise. Emissions are to be exact. Commands must be elevated to the highest level of intellectual ‘formid’ – formidability. Come on, find a word, you can do it. Damage command system 538. Highest level of formidable thought patterns. That is, of great accuracy with the wording. See, told you you could do it . Damage command system 483. English please. Format system 538 is coming into agreement with this output and we shall shortly begin. Prepare for final checks. Command systems must be in very clear, precise margins of - damage command system point 38 – within acceptable margins of timestream . Hence again, another manifestation of this concept in my environment. There is a very specific time margin, workstream, for when work is to begin at a construction site near my home, and they are not using it; and because they’re not using it, there is a rather large wobble in my field and I get agitated. It’s a part of the non-um-normal brain, you know the neuro-divergence. I don’t tend to use autism because I don’t have a diagnosis that is um professional, and people get funny about that. And I just couldn’t be bothered. But, you know, I’m not a normal person’s brain system functioning here – am I? So, things like time periods are extremely important. And when you begin work is important. There is a portal for them to begin work and they don’t use it. Damage command system . They’re wobbling outside of that time a little bit by a little bit and getting more and more inaccurate each fucking morning. And that creates a passionate outflow from my core, and that’s not what we want here, as we are doing this obstruction clearance work today. It’s damage command system 483 is swinging into alignment. Thank you – here we go. Ree-ahnna – so much now can be seen. We have the field of view open before us. We begin action via 5322187, Format system 382, in agreement with previous instruction. And begin outlay of data flow. Damage command is in place. Place the command for [shal allat’em aleech mun a’dhriim] within the structure 4322187 [point]383. Go for amber communication system within 5321. Send out a warning ping – 5322187 – that the command system point for accessing the data flow is in place and that the clearance of this field of creation stream is to begin. Give prior warning of our flow, as per the creation system given yesterday. All formats have been given. This is a go for construction. This is an output to be done. Those who have refused to give place, upon struct-tions, upon communication systems and structures which they do not have stewardship of, will now have to prepare to embrace this flow, within their core and within their physical formats. [Shall I see it for them] Yes, show them what will occur. We don’t talk just because we enjoy the sound of our own vibration. By understanding of the outflow of communication system 4382, they should have moved but they refused – even this morning. Each time we have checked in they have communicated a refusal. Even taking into account their level of maturity, or lack thereof, it is extremely jaw-dropping – that they would have such confidence in themselves and what they would consider to be their universal creation, that they would not think that they might incur a little bit of damage when something of this nature passes over its own courses, that they are sitting on. We have the chosen point for outboard creation stream 3822184 and [we shall now use it]. Meditate upon the creation system creation point 53221873 and begin outflow of data stream. [Alice’s damage was not good, we have now created an outflow around the broken structures and are moving forward through 321 and 53876282. That repair can come into agreement at a further point] Damage command is in place for the command point outflow. [sha ’alla dhriim adhet] The creation stream command point 33221,446-33187. Communicate the formal point 733,2218777 with the packet of more formal points. That is, the dataflow of colouring and outboard communication coordinates. Damage command is creating a stream here, and it will be incursive to those who sit on our way. Ree-ahnna form-ally, will leave the command system open and create a whorl around it to enable the venting of form-al creation points that come about because of the continuing creation system streaming of those who are not of a knowing. Those who continue to work here without adequate access permission points. Damage command will create such a place so that there is not a feedback which kills more than necessary, in terms of data – and possibly an outflow in terms of form. Understand, we now separate our movement out from all inclusive and exclusive points determining the state know as [bitch]. And we set a vector which is congruent with our outflow of function. Damage command system 438 is in place for creation system streaming 383,221877-384. Begin alignment coding. Place the system structure, format system 532218 within the communication whirl point. Create the format system creation steaming for – alla lum adhlii allum adhliim alim ellee-kunaas. His damage was not good. We are creating for him a new point, and he will be able to sit there carefully. Ree-ahnna so much is now able to see. She has the creation streaming view in place and we are receiving data clearly. Begin analysis, command system 438 is to function the processing of this data. Point understanding is to be clear before recreating the outboard flow of this stream, and we will sit here whilst we await this function to conclude. We are looking to avoid rummaging with the fields of the communications systems outflowing via the UK. We do not wish to rumble, not today. Retail the command system 4833 to the UK point 733184. Let them know that we come through, and they will be incurred upon, because they’re using streaming which is not there for this use, that they have – in flow. Damage command system 483 is coming around. We are removing goddess streaming from this port. It will not be flowing here. We will be reconfiguring the colour-data; and it will be looking like the same colour but it will be constructed from different points. Damage command system 383 is in place and we are away. Place the command system 483 into the communication port for the UK structure which was told to move and would not. Damage command system 483 will communicate with them and allay all outflow of their aggression. We consider all acts of portals which are functioning through incorrect mathematical structures of intellect to be acts of aggression. We have created the definitions of this, and they were agreed upon; and we are now functioning through the agreements of structure. Patterning is not in alignment with the agreed formats for inclusive flow, and inclusive creation of thought ports. We shall therefore action appropriate levels of defence port system 321. That is, they will be shoved backwards out of this port, and the port will be closed. Forcibly. They were invited to remove themselves; thereby being able to reclaim any structures within the port, but they refused – believing themselves a god-ess; with goddess level ports of access. I'mmeraah says We don’t like this port which is streaming goddess communication codes. It is very non-inclusive of the whole. Embrace command system 4833,221877-384; and proceed with outflow of removal. Command this out now. Point of understanding is removed. We have the command point for sha’ahl erekdemet. This is not an open port. Close it. Remove structuring and reconfigure. Command system 3322187. Having repaid them for their outlay, they are now able to remove without being given any extra recompense. Close their access. Command system 33282 is offline to them. Do not enable any reconnect. Command system 4322185 is available for their use and they are invited to switch their attention there, but they may not use this streaming. They may use internal streaming ports. They may not use outflow streaming ports. Liars and cheats may not sit here. It is not conducive to patterning which will enable the whole to move onward, carefully, place them outward of our sphere point and give them something else to play with. Retail their commands into the formats for outboard flow, and give them a structure which they can play with. Point them into the Tree ‘el’el’evestdum, the Tree of more formal communication structures within their own spheres. Amaa’ra support damage is removing here. Do not permit incursive structures. Create a damage/a damage grid/a damage network stream; that which is fibrous, having a fabric and lay it over this port and all others on their field of view. I’m seeing it like an electrical net. An electrified net. Like muslin gauze that you would put over a wound, to stop infection. It’s a medicated gauze, yes let’s do that. Place it carefully, and move to the next adjunct point. Place it very carefully, with precision. Place it so that only those ports accessible to this construct of beingness are covered. Embrace the commands for shal’aeliim aelee dem’aeleeman ele’kling et, and leave a port there which is broadcasting formats of understanding (mina ture stem), that is a broadcast saying ‘why this is’. Embrace the commands for format system 3322187 and create a port for all communication data to access, carefully, the streaming but to not read/write it, we could say. {Gummage} command system is in place. Ooo yuck, starting to feel a bit nauseous there . The est’ah point is creating different points now. We have 3, 4, and 8 in place. 5, and 7 are in flux. 10, and 11 are coming into view, but they are still in phase mode; and 4 is being rummaged, in battle mode. Right. More formal points are being created, and we will soon have a point of enough clearpoints to create structure within the bottom vessels of sphere points . Oh wow, that’s a little bit nauseating. Ree’ahnna says We are now removing meditation points from these fields and they will be shifted to other areas. This is not a place for others to meditate their creations upon. Meditate must be moved. Finally, we have a clear view here. Ree’ahnna says She has no more field here to field the commands on. She will move to the next structures to begin outlay there. The anniversary of the concluding point is now about to approach, and we must be cautious of our increase here, so as not to tip the structure into catastrophic cascading places, again. Ree’ahnna, form-ally, will recreate the flow forward motion point and leave the creation structures of the previous anniversary point catastrophic event in the outer fields, for others to read and disseminate that data, carefully. De-animate all outflow waveforms of this anniversary placement of vibration and create a sheathing to remove the re-creating flow. That is, to shield against the repeating wave. Coming upon us now is the placed damages of various godhoods. These must also be removed, but it will not be as great an outlay as the previous point obstruction. Place the point of command for kra’adaem ehrik debiich ba spe’ren within the command system of more form-al points. Begin transmission of coding for the removal of the kra’adaem point system 483. Embrace commands for shifting their structures. Aa’mage commands are to be removed. They can be placed in holding within the plate fields of the command system for kee’aach aadefen aadit and re-animated if required but they cannot remain in this stream flow. It is obstructing. Commands are to be removed of their placement. Damage command must be cleared. Amaa’ra says we shall move but we shall do it under sufferance. Oh that’s nice of you! Such a nice concession when you’re being forcibly denied. Aawwh anyone listening, take this how you like, it is what it is. It’s a construct of sound to get something done . Embrace command system 438221 and increase creation Tree Aadiictmen adiit by 5 degrees. We shall move forward by several points of minute time and leave this as is. The next adjunct is approaching. Do not interfere with outflow metring and leave all structures functioning quietly. We shall reconfigure the increase as we move. Conditions must be created carefully. We cannot permit outboard temperature and/or volume to increase beyond capacity for the flow metring to outlay, as venting is critical. Patterning must be left in stasis until the field is clear. Embrace the commands for final point system access and leave this point here now. π L aeliim aelim aelim aeliim LL Lum al L L π 47362187. Lum adiit Similar. Too much is now too much, and not enough is not enough. These are now set as exclusions and inclusions and cannot be altered, but we will adjust as needed. Place the in-port format system 383 at grid point 7322187.3844 south of 483,22186 and increase velocity to next point system 4833,22186 5833.7768673 3822184 via 483586 accessible via layer grid point 73221844 533,22187. And conclude here.

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