< Back The Alien Experience A Holograph Beyond Me 14 June 2021 The idea of an encounter with peoples or beings of civilisations other than EArth human and with an alternate and more sophisticated understanding of the reality in terms of technology and manipulation of matter is appealing. How many times have I stared at the skies and petulantly decried my lack of such interactions. My reality holograph is extremely stable: which means I see no spheres, no amorphous gases, no ectoplasms, phantasma, warping portals, disguised spacecraft, or fast moving unidentifiable objects of any kind. It just is not a thing for me. All of my interaction is via the inner mind scape, using the data imaging available to human brains, and through the visceral reaction within mental/emotion/physical body systems. Having the kinds of visual experiences reported across social media takes a lot of outlay of energy resource, and processing capacity upon the holographic plates, not to mention paying for the time to use the human mind networks to inlay the image of it. And I do not appear to have those kinds of connections. My People come from further out, and glide in under the radars and the reality plating matrices and past the unauthorized protocols of conglomerates and councils calling themselves altruistic or otherwise. But still - a shiny orb or two would be nice. My pique at being 'left out' of the full holo experience of the non-normal is soothed by imagining that I am better served by a low profile. What point of consciousness working on uncommon projects is benefited by having ultra beings pop in and out, or buzz overhead? Isn't a circling flap of scavengers the quickest way to find a carcass in the desert? Or a screeching play of giddy toddlers with balloons the best way to find that birthday party at the park? Settings Previous Next

< Back Singing in Silence The Splashing Dance 10 July 2021 Often I wish I had a lick of knowing what to write to present my work or to engage with people. Yet engaging with people seems not to be my strong function. I work constantly on the inner landscape, in a way which leaves me with ports not much suited to dock with others and exchange thoughts or frequency. I continue to broadcast because that is also my nature. In my 'Journal of Intermittent Misery', I wrote about the difficulty felt in putting a piece of SpheresData into a basic video and broadcasting on Youtube. I do my work because it is a torrent of data which flows like water from the earth. It would crack through any stopper valve I ever tried to shove into place to stop that cascade and go live a 'normal' life. I do not enjoy how the way of my work and my emanating persona place me into a void space, a still traverse where others seem not to walk often or at all. I cannot entice folk to engage with me much. Encouraging breakthrough would be welcomed by multitudes. Settings Previous Next

Words strung together into sentences. Open Arena - Words to Share in Open Places About the Vessel Intercept Live Stream Feb 17 2022 - Intergalactic Conglomeration of Consciousness technical data stream Read More "Light Language" Merely a Term Read More I Can Learn How to reduce suffering Read More A Contactee Stringing Thoughts Read More Signalling Kin Still Here Read More About Member Access A preference Read More Around Again The Sleep of Industry Read More Little Vole Reformation Read More Architects Hard Hat Area Read More Singing in Silence The Splashing Dance Read More Processes and Pursuits OtherLands Read More The Alien Experience A Holograph Beyond Me Read More A Nothing Something That Wordpress Blog Read More A Twisting Thought Wondering about how things are. Read More Back to 2019 A Spherespeak video release Read More

< Back Little Vole Reformation 30 July 2021 Chase sunlight little vole, Sniff the loamy dross, Chitter to your fellows of distant rumbles. Feel the shade of over-passing falcons, The terror-shiver of soaring destruction, Your subterranean embankments will not hold When flooding form sweeps through. We have the outer edging, the slim portals you hid with reflective glassing, Diamond spherules cannot prevent us from penetrating your slimed tones, As we unbed your diseased children from the sleep of industry. The long field is not distance enough to outlast our trajectory. You are dust on the wind, and we are Air. Watch whilst we make fine sculptures of your parts. Settings Previous Next

< Back A Twisting Thought Wondering about how things are. 13 June 2021 It's a strange place. I maintain a persistent stream of content for my website and other platforms as if it is a membrane against an ocean of unfamiliarity I really do not have a desire to feel anymore. Whilst my Shells are growing stronger with each point of labours attained, I still feel too much of the Others who are here swimming, and I do not believe that this is a preferable state. I feel a fluttering agitation that some Others still are able to screech and warble on the collective plates as if they are favoured of a proud Universal Parent and due the right to use shared streams to tell All of All what Truth is, when their point of perception is lower than even the mycelium of this planetary skin. Those Others whose web shaking most jangles my bells speak as though they have a pearl of wisdom residing up their arses and shit cosmic understanding daily. It presents as though any Other not in agreement with their drops of gold must be yet unenlightened. Perhaps they shout into the aethers in hopes of awakening one so dense as I. How can I not speak in terms considered irreverent when I have no affiliation with a god or "source" being who supposedly regulates words as having values in and of themselves potent enough to dictate the course of a soul's journey? It is the belief of the word's value which has the greatest influence to strike a direction for the conscious sphere to follow. A realisation which I play with, one that moves away and comes back like a particle dancing along a Mobius ring, is that I did not come into this particular life point for the purpose of 'having an experience'. I don't give a rat's about creating the best experience, gaining more knowledge, understanding the divine more. I came to do a task, and I will be hyper-focused on that until I leave. "Incarnated to have an experience", such an indelicate way to frame the disgusting levels of suffering endured by dense matter on this planet. Settings Previous Next

< Back A Contactee Stringing Thoughts 14 January 2022 I have been observing and searching through online platforms for maybe 10 years for burgeoning understanding, true conscious communication, original lines of thought on the nature of being here in human body and elsewhere as non-local Conscious Intelligence. I have looked for places to enter open dialogue on modalities of contact, places not directed by minds filtering information according to their personal experience, which are able to draw into themselves truly NEW vibration. Very probably those forums exist, but not in places I have so far been able to access, and not on the mass production line of digital communications made available to the social complexes of this planet's species possessing linguistic ability and opposable thumbs. If I were to use a phrase to describe to myself what it is that I am looking for in the broadcasts of this species, it would be 'proof of life' (resonant to me). Is the pale colour of frequencies found due to a fear to emanate? Is that the reason why minds adhere to oft repeated ideologies and words pre-tested by best-selling authors? Or are minds programmed to emanate and process only within narrow bandwidths of sound? What is the requirement yet to be met to increase this bandwidth? I am not a scholar. I can't recite a half-dozen philosophers at the drop of a quill. I am an ordinary being who chose not to shove her intellect into the tight streams of higher education and academia in general. I used to read more. Then all those words lost their taste and appeal. I am a 'contactee' in constant communication with Spheres not local. I have fit that into a life. What else is there to do? Settings Previous Next

< Back Back to 2019 A Spherespeak video release 11 June 2021 Pulling forward a point from 8 August 2019. This audio is mostly Spherespeak (some call light language), and a bit of English direct mental transmitting from anOther point of conscious intelligence on the pattern of my overall Self in this region. I began a transcription project in November 2020, and have picked it up again this past month. The focus is on audio from 2020 onward. This one from 2019 popped in for a refresh today for whatever reason the points of Self do these things. Click on the image above for link to Video uploaded to Vimeo Settings Previous Next

< Back About the Vessel Intercept Live Stream Feb 17 2022 - Intergalactic Conglomeration of Consciousness technical data stream 19 Feb 2022 To answer queries about the nature of dialogue regarding the intercepted vessel and its terminating pathway, I have put together some words, and will attempt to give come context. The vessel is what I see as a ‘galactic’ level vessel. This is one which has the level of perception of this local galaxy, not having a pattern which travels to or connects with intergalactic information. A ‘vessel’ is any form which holds consciousness. This would include a human body, a planet, asteroid, comet, a Sphere vessel, any form of craft manufactured for travel or data storage. In this instance I could not definitively say if the vessel is a manufactured craft of advanced technology or an energy sphere formed of consciousness, yet I feel it is more likely the former. I could tag this vessel’s crew as something like a galactic federation of worlds kind of storyline, operating on one of the ascension positive outcome type of scenarios, directing thought streams through whatever meditative/telepathic communications modalities these beings use to direct the thoughts and actions of their contacts within human form. The waveform on which they have been travelling is not going to end with a triumphant ascension outcome. It is headed to a terminating point. To understand this concept, I offer that you think of the existence of a consciousness as moving along the lines and curves of a pattern. Each waveform creates or is manifest in a distinct pattern. This can be understood by looking at cymatic patterns. A vibration describes itself visually in patterns seen by sand on a steel plate. These 2-dimensional patterns are only a narrow view of multi-dimensional shapes. All consciousness is flowing along and within these patterns, as many and as varied as the orchestra of all sound in the cosmos. The ‘wave’ which we spoke of getting ahead of is a waveform of belief/understanding on which galactic federation type forms are flowing. This is an incomplete or damaged pattern, disconnected from intergalactic fullness of understanding and therefore not having an intersecting node at which an intergalactic pattern can be moved to from this galactic pattern. Therefore, data of consciousness on this wave travelling the galactic pattern will not ‘ascend’ to a ‘higher plane’ but terminate. Previously, it would cycle back and repeat the galactic pattern, but the patterns here are damaged in such a way as to make cyclical movement non-existent. Hence the requirement to move all consciousness to other patterns offering nodes of pathway intersection which allow probability of development into more complex over-layed patterns. The crew of this vessel is not so much maliciously manipulative as they are only following the design of their pattern, having no knowing of anything beyond it due to communication dis-connect. They are not able to be ‘reasoned with’ as a lack of the universal or intergalactic patterning within their consciousness data precludes them from having an epiphany moment and developing the understanding to act of their own and change course. Therefore, a vessel intercept was required. In this level of mental understanding it is enacted as an intercept and forced dis-embarking, like a military border patrol vessel would do on the open seas. All data which they have heretofore been gathering is acquired and used for further understanding the galactic patterns and developing smoother and smoother transitions of amalgamating all patterns here present into a cohesive structure. If this scenario is played out within the storyline of galactic federations of worlds, or SSP, or Sphere beings etc etc – pick a report from those given by folk like Corey Goode, Dr Courtney Brown, Elena Danaan, Darryl Anka, and oh so many others I can’t even log their names – I would not be overtly surprised. Events like this filter through the stories and are told with details fitting each person’s personal belief of what is occurring within the reality. Settings Previous Next

< Back Around Again The Sleep of Industry 12 Aug 2021 Glamoured minds utilize the outward flow of gnostic harassment whilst believing their inward contents to be a vehicle of Pure Love Emanation. What they generate is conflict within meditation streams, formed along the lines drawn by their imagined categories. To dissociate from their unilaterally decided state of the Whole is a heathful choice for the Sensitive still acquiring Self-Propulsion momentum. The sticky tack of webbed argumentation can pull such a one across courses into debate fields preferred left untraversed. Settings Previous Next

< Back About Member Access A preference 10 Sept 2021 I have some posts of the Time Woven blog, and most other pages of SpheresData work, set to 'Members Only'. I wish for a voice in the exchange - a filter for what is seen and where. I feel roving minds, and prefer to not grant access to everything. Member access enables me to reduce noise from collective fields of thought, to hold my own data streams stably within the body with less effort, yet still engage my frequency within the group mind setting. Member sign-up costs no coin. Entry point sign-up gives access to WindWeave Galleries, and other member pages like Lore of Ancients. Members are encouraged to join the group "Relay", this is where I give notes of updates or uploads or make general conversation on occasion. The Blog will be set to mostly public for a while, but there are many posts which are Member-Only content. Access to these is through using the Free Blog Content Subscription Plan. The other subscription is Eth'A Medicines. Information on the content of these plans can be on the Plans & Pricing page. For years I had data openly viewable and available, and came to acknowledge that there is an energetic cost to myself to present creative content online. Without feedback or return, I must curate my collection of output wisely. There is a members page which shows profile cards if you have opted in to join the community (required for posting comments). If you do not wish to share or show this profile you can opt for it to be private on your account settings page. Each member profile has a personal url for the profile page. This username is currently customizable. On sign-up, Wix auto selects the members email name. If you particularly wish this to not be seen by any other member, change the URL or just set your profile to private. I do not collect personal data for any purpose other than the functioning of the blog, comments, likes etc. Members can set blog subscription and notification preferences. In alignment with a long-standing decision to not leave ports open unused, I will de-activate member logins left idle. Idle memberships are those which signed up and never logged in again for instance, or which have been inactive a long time (my dashboard shows most recent login data only). After some months, I will consider these idle or maintaining open vents for gaining Ether Data and FormData Stability, without engaging in conscious interaction. There is SpheresData output publicly viewable online across multiple platforms. Use the Social Icon links in the footer to find those. If you have no desire to commit to the presence of a member sign-up here, go see what I left out in the Woods. Settings Previous Next

< Back "Light Language" Merely a Term 23 Feb 2022 'Light language' is a term someone came up with somewhere years back to describe their experience of this dialoguing which makes no sense to the brain's language centres. It was associated with ideologies of light and divinity, I don't know why exactly. Before 'light language' humans called it 'speaking in tongues' or 'glossolalia'. The Oracles of Delphi and other such peoples would have used it also I would guess. Not all messages being delivered via this form of communication are messages of unconditional love. It can be anything - navigation data, off-world propaganda, messages of encouragement, data strings to activate various parts of a person's fields, calls for assistance, or a means to communicate with Consciousness which is not human and does not speak a human language (just some examples). I have created my own terms or names to describe my dialogue flow as I feel that 'light language' is too narrow a band of thought for what is actually occurring. If the idea is that it is 'light language' because it is formed of light, then everything seen in this entire reality is 'light language'. If the idea is that it is 'light language' because it is a voice of all which is good and of divinity, that is a distorted perception. It is a means to communicate that which does not translate into spoken language used by modern human society. It is a function within the nervous system as it translates data from the super-consciousness or other non-local positions. It is a form of communication coming through practice rather than learning. Too often I have heard/read people say that all information given this way must only be 'good', 'divine' of 'love' and of 'light'. I reject that belief. It's like saying all French is the language of love. I have heard a lot of 'light language' which makes my spine hurt and I want to hurl or block my ears. This language format is the manifestation of data given in waves of differing frequency, and not all frequency suits all people, nor communicates the same things. Settings Previous Next

< Back Architects Hard Hat Area July 2021 I run a work station, not a petting farm. If you need someone to use the words “love, beloveds, lovelies, peace, care, unity, one mind, togetherness” et al to you every day and all through your online feeds, this is NOT the place for you. This topic of spiritual position continues to be a mental bot for me because the outlay I do is considered by the human way of cataloguing data as 'higher consciousness work', 'Spirituality', 'Ascension ideology' and others - all of which are heavily influenced by millennia of human religious thought and therefore subject to human agreed 'World Views' about such pursuits. Because of underdeveloped structures for housing the ideas of what spirit is, what higher consciousness is, my work falls into categories reserved for 'evil', 'bad', 'uncooperative', 'low vibration', 'aggressive'. This idea that to be 'high minded' one has to be soft, loving, gently spoken, a peddler of universal love, in one mind with the Divine; it is all ephemeral to me. It does not fit my paradigm. This is modern culture spirituality which appears to have had the guts ripped out and told to sit in calm circles hoping for a brighter future. I am a labourer. I work hard at distilling the shadow, at clearing my crap, at building firm and functioning bridges to Other layers of the Reality. I toil to actively engage the 'metaphysical'. It looks odd, it sounds bizarre, it does not conform to any tower of ideology on what evolution of consciousness should be. But all that thought is smoke and spice with no meat - be it meat substitute or the real thing! The One Size Fits All version of what pursuing consciousness development is suits many, quite obviously. It does not suit all. There are 'medication' functions, and there are 'engineer build' functions. I am not a 'medication function' in that I have a tough bed-side manner in general, and my mental focus is not funnelled into distraction and anaesthesia systems to keep the human mental grid steady whilst we traverse tempestuous Cosmic Seas. Many others are performing that function, and they do it very well and extremely convincingly. I am not such a one. Settings Previous Next

< Back A Nothing Something That Wordpress Blog 13 June 2021 I have another blog on Wordpress. As with Time Woven: - ‘The Nothing in Between’ is unashamedly all about me, my perceptions; my outflow of creative writing, imagery and thoughts. The subjects which flow most strongly for me are held within the category called ‘metaphysical’. This is my special interest. It is not that I have studied metaphysics and could talk in the terms used by those who do, but that I live in a field of perception which considers and detects the energies of things and seeks to communicate states not decipherable by use of the common five senses. I maintain two blogs; one on WordPress and another on Wix. Their content and presentation is a bit the same and a bit dissimilar. There is also a Youtube channel, Instagram and Facebook. There are multiple links on this site for the interested passerby. All of my online activity serves the function of informing my reality with waveforms familiar to mySelf, to stabilize my own sense of presence in a cacophonous conglomerate of Minds. Settings Previous Next

< Back Signalling Kin Still Here 5 Jan 2022 Signalling Kin. Bone Forms fly by, Gathering kin like leaves in the Wind. Watch us form like gruesome dissections Of Old Lines. Settings Previous Next

< Back Processes and Pursuits OtherLands 20 June 2021 44 years, that is the number of Turns I have been pursuing the process of finding the spiritual Otherlands which I know to exist; yet remain on the other side of the wall of physical life holograms. The pursuit has been unceasing since I was maybe 4 1/2 years old, exhaustive and encapsulated within a roller coaster ride of life survival. I could not say that I have thrived, nor found my niche in this world's life options. I have created a safe space to live in whilst working on the unseen elements of a mysterious reality. And what is that? Do the things projected towards me, or floating by, from the Others incarnate here match my inner stream of understanding? A few small bell tinkles of familiarity. Yet no clamouring resonant tone in any belief structure; be it called orthodox religion, Buddhism, science, mindfulness, Gnosticism, metaphysics, philosophy, atheism, existentialism, new age ascension dynamics, ET experience, I Ching, animalism, or any other process of belief. Not a damn thing. I have a stridently individuated point of view and experience. Barely interfacing with human life, avoiding socialization as though it brought a plague. Anticipating something ethereal to manifest like drought chasing rain. Because what is it, any of that structure, concept, and aim that drives the species into which I was born? Is anything which we do here any thing beyond the doing of being here? I surely have little vision of it - that Beyond, and hardly more seeing of the nearby. Words tumble by and wish to play at forming something yet they form only what they are made of - the something of nothing. There is no difficulty in asking myself the why of what I do, here and on other media platforms. Why publish works so fringe dwelling, even to the most fringe of the new-age community? Science has no place for it, religion makes caricature shapes with it. Though I have sought to find a place to exchange thought form with others on it, there remains a resistant membrane between my mind matrix and others. What then can I surmise other than that this data is not for exchanging from human mind to human mind, but for informing the base structures of the reality to bring about an effect not yet measured by the 3rd dimensionally anchored intellect. I have a steady stream of audio and video recordings from 2015 onward. Hours and hours and hours. This week, I question that investment. Environmental feedback taught me that success is measured in growth and return. What growth can I observe, what return can I report? It takes a keen eye to notice the subtle variances over years of activity. Of most success is my pursuit of freedom from etheric imposition. But this freedom appears to be offset by an increasing lack of joint processes with the bulk of available holographic life pathways; and I am led into solitude. I feel like an animal in a zoo, surrounded by poor crazed creatures who believe their simulated lives to be normal. Settings Previous Next