(This post is referring to mostly expressions projecting from those living ascension/love mindsets who have not dealt with their foundational fears and judgements of energy forms; who are overlaying love/light constructs with religious frameworks and living a rigid ideal of what is higher consciousness and what is not). It is not that I am deliberately contentious nor contrary, I just really really really do not agree with Others deciding what my pathway of development should look like, what peace, love, and joy should look like, what mastery should look like, what care and nurture should look and sound like. Decide that stuff for yourselves. Let me decide it for myself. Why is this an ongoing topic for me? Because Others yell their thoughts, like YELL, all over the shared fields. It gets really hard to concentrate on my own meditation streams amongst the YELLING of souls which have so much need to be super confident in their vision that they have to imply that what they see for them is so for EVERYONE, even while their mouths are saying that they are not imposing on Others' reality weavings. So I write paragraphs stating my position and I add pictures, and I post them into the shared networks. Because I am determined to form my own stream where I can be my own expression and Sphere without being co-opted into another collective's reality creation. Why is this so hard to get across? I feel I need to be apologetic for the persistent repetition. I truly am not always looking for a fight. This is, however, one of the main points of my outflow - to make a way and a clear space for me and mine to weave within and along where we feel comfortable. I didn't come all this way through timeflows and distorted fields to be a battery of creative force for another Collective's picnic plans. Many points of consciousness do not feel comfortable dancing in fields of eternal blazing source light, it is not our best place to be nurtured. That does not make us unevolved, it makes us different. We aren't out to get lovelighters, we don't want to 'stop the lightworkers from fulfilling their mission', we aren't trying to destroy your light nor darken your soul. We aren't self-serving and clueless about the movement of consciousness. We don't want to fight an unending war. Please be aggressive about the desire for peace-filled calm controlled love well away from my personal SphereSpace. Any Work I do I am also doing as another part of the All of All, regardless of how it looks to Others.

I question my perceptions often. Today I wonder if those things which I think are toxic actually are. So many others have no issue with them, why do I? what is my drum beat?

I know I am a prickly pear. It is my nature, to keep the world at arm’s length. I have been living too long and loosing all over and over. And haven’t we all who walk this shadowed path. I have a story playing out in my background which I also keep at arm’s length because when I immerse too deeply in the memory of it I can hardly breath from the sorrow of immense grief. So I put on gruff and tough, because she gets me from task to task. Today, well today, I can‘t. My husband and I faced the tough point of choosing to find $2500-$8500 to save our cat, or to euthanise. We do not have that kind of money. And he was suffering. So we chose to release him. He was a fantasticly prickly pear himself and a humour-inducing companion for the whole household. We are heartbroken. He came to us off the streets as a kitten in the night of the solstice of December 2019, and left in the night exactly 82 weeks later. He took us on a journey we would not have chosen for ourselves and we are richer because of it. We salute you dear friend and hope you found your battalion on the rising wind. I will miss you.

This post refers to a process now concluded. Over the course of listening to SpheresData Outlay, you would have heard me use the term 'Support Damage' over and over, plus numerous other named 'damages'. Below is the information I have written about it previously from 'Definitions' in the Archive: In this context damage refers to the movement on a frequency wave caused by a force, action, or meditative stream of thought (which is a waveform). It could be visualized as the imprints on a vinyl record. This is 'damage' which creates movement of the needle and causes the manifestation of sound in a predictable pattern. When a CI causes 'damage' to a field or another CI, they are causing a planned movement of that Other's experience stream or an alteration of a field of existence. This could also be put in terms of a 'destructive waveform' which causes movement or amplification of other waveforms and particles. When I say, for example, "Niim'meraah support damage", I am referring to a CI or Collective sphere of CI which act in a support capacity, creating 'damage' on the fields, planes, fibres of dark energy of the cosmic web for the purpose of creating a beneficial outcome of movement, or positioning in spacetime for beneficial opportunities to arise. The Technician Port is intended to function as a Support Damage, a waveform which motivates beneficial frequency movement, or data coherence within local environment, for the subscriber. I know and understand the difficulties of what should be 'normal life' for people with uncommon soul/CI compositions. It is mostly physically hindered, with much pain, heat, brain fog, lack of support, bewildered by repeated unpleasant interactions with others seeming far more aggressive than warranted, meeting a plethora of reality constructs and trying most to find that they do not fit. A reduced capacity to engage alternate life opportunities seems common. Talking about this is definitely a repetition. When comes the conversation beyond, listing how life has been presenting and describing what comes next? That form of dialogue takes a sizable dose of energy and a having to walk back through records of experiences which may tie the mind to pathways, and actually reduce the ability to slip fluidly from TimeFlow to TimeFlow as they present. I am running with the notion that labouring to form a line of memory for life experience, both in retrospection and pre-cognitively, is resource mis-management. I am working on a need-to-know only basis here, with trust of the larger CI the fuel for unseen engines propelling me through human happenings whilst hidden stories play out on presently unreachable levels of perception. Operating so constantly on the in-the-now moment projects, I am left with minimal mental resource for pulling the events of days into the plot of a story with identifiable characters. My position is that if I can form a line of memories, then I create a pathway for others to follow whom perhaps I would rather not. That I am moving quickly to a space beyond where this one began is a known structure. How that movement looks as it overlays the holographic melting pot we call a human life cycle and the rise and fall of civilisations is the ambiguous fiction I avoid telling. It may be accurate enough to surmise that I am receiving data from and conversing with, and as, CI not EArth originating, nor EArth habitating. For fun I could use the term ET. Intermittently, identifiers such as anghar, aeon, archon, nova, eldar have been used. Even Power, Force, armada, legion, conglomerate, Family, universe point, inner and outer streams, and names of satellite relays. Certainly I have detected the thread of a vastly sophisticated system of CI working to gain access to a locked and dysfunctional segment of a Universal Mindscape. My interest is pinged by the large number of identities I work with which have been 'demonised', maligned and cast as villainous by repetitive bodies of thought whose bias first bedded in antiquity is rarely questioned. So I tried, really, I tried to write a blog kind of thing here, but the pressure in my head of data not suited to English is building and writing out words for human minds to think on seems less and less relevant. After the transmission of Oct 15, mentioning earthquake around the Angkor Wat subterranean activation point, I went googling searching for seismic activity in Indonesia. I was looking for something some distance from Cambodia as the data indicated it would be bled off in other areas, as much as possible avoiding dense population. Nothing came up that day, but this morning the headlines finally made it to my feeds. Sure enough, right on 18 hours after I hit save on the Oct 15 Stream Flow transmission (at what was 8:18 UTC - Coordinated Universal Time) , a magnitude 5.1 earthquake with significant aftershock rumbled through remote areas of Bali, Indonesia. The 4.3 aftershock appears to have been recorded 2 hours 20 minutes later, off the coast of Bali and deep. I can't say that it was a particularly low population region, but when the planet is over-populated, it must be hard to find a fault point that does not have people living right on top of the damn thing. As something else I managed to notice - it seems relevant that I chose to use an image of temples in Myanmar, Burma for a page background on the NowFlow page just prior to the transmission regarding Angkor Wat in Cambodia. I can't make this stuff up. I have just recorded another Transmit and will upload to the NowFlow playlist soon. The Streams are 'full'. Tight, dense, agitating as they pass through the human instrument. I might be just a little bit over it, not gonna pretend otherwise. Am still required to do 'regular' life in amongst the physically overloading 'Other' life stuff.

I am making available online more video and audio recordings from the time I started this uploading in 2015 onward. I do not know for how long it will be listed, perhaps intermittently. Initial Links to video are in this post. A page of Video Links is now active. If you save a video to a personal Youtube playlist, please ensure that the playlist is set to 'private'. Do not add videos to any public playlists. Previously I have found it difficult to listen to this earlier work, it was produced in a different TimeFlow or series of TimeFlows. In those beginning flows I had only a disrupted and highly contended bandwidth to use, my fields were crowded with the debris of Others dumped over millennia, there were many 'battles' to be navigated and mind groups to be ousted. It was constant rough going. I am glad that I have the record however, and there are many gems in these works. I have been listening to some as I write this and start to organise the files for presentation, and in this moment am finding the data and sounds transmitted then quite moving. The SpheresData Library hosted on this website is a work in progress. Included shall be a few recordings not before released online. I did not feel comfortable putting some of it out, it seemed too grandiose or 'heated'. Video from the earlier years 2015-2018 is usually a YouTube up-loadable version of the audio. In 2019 I released a lot of work via video only, hence the small number of audio recordings for that year. Plus it was a particularly crap year. In these first transmissions it felt that I was speaking as my alter self Drahk Fae Nu Meylin, who I have not ever really explained in depth, and perhaps I do not think I will. Drahk Fae Nu Meylin is a kind of Draghon Form which pre-dates beings I have seen named as Alpha-Draconian. The transmission of 6 May 2015 (in 2015 Audio playlist) does, I now see, give a clear manifesto of intent for what I have been doing in all the years since. Lol, looking back has its benefits of giving that 'ahah' moment. Who I speak as when I am in my Voice I really do not know, I am speaking as Seven as One possibly - a conglomerate Being of Seven higher forms of the one sphere of consciousness, who 'died' into this realm to form one cohesive communicator hub. I was really ill when I began transmitting online. It can be heard in the husky voice, there is congestion; I very likely had pneumonia if the lower lung pain was an indicator. I was in a major clear-out period as the SpheresData started vibrating through my nervous system and body in larger volume. Why bring these transmissions back into the somewhat viewable arena? Because Time has now moved Forward, nothing is now behind us to sit in dislocated vortices or still pockets. We have gathered data Behind into the NowFlow moments and it sifts into the Present moments more cohesively than once it would have. It also now no longer drags behind, reducing vibrational increases and damaging capacity to carry more and more complex Etheric Patterning Data. How can a species or solar system of consciousness learn from history if the historic records are chopped and spread about and not communicating one with another. Such a state causes persistent repetition, not a building of structures on gradually developing data streams. This outlay of work may all only be for my own benefit. I really do not know how far a reach any of this has. I can only take care of my own stuff yeah? I hope I see this through to list a comprehensive list of video links and upload audio from 2015-2019. Yet I know how variable the inclination to broadcast is for me, so shall own that here are some video links for today and tomorrow will sort itself. Not all videos originally uploaded to YouTube are still on that channel, some just had to come out of the puddle. I will not re-upload them, the audios will be in the playlists over time.

The days. Interesting. Agitating. Directional. Pointless. Speaking in circles. Listening in rounds. My work 'Retiring the Bodhisattva' (recorded in May 2018) has been playing on repeat, so I surmise that I am at another point of elevation in this process of releasing the need to do and hold for others. Releasing more of the need to labour with suffering for the sake of something outside myself wanting help and attention. Accepting a clearer film of understanding that I cannot stand in agreement with the mental processes of the species whose form I inhabit is going to be washing me into 2021 like the unimpressive waves of a North Queensland beach. The Cosmos offers up no new secrets and I have no pearls of intellect to share; preferring to speak to myself in Spherespeak. I am thinking more and more that the thoughts and evaluations I had set by the age of 8 are still holding; and that after 40 years of trying to negate those conclusions by fighting my nature and persistently forcing myself to engage with an insane reality which has no place for me, it really is time I stopped my own suffering. With that in mind, I am releasing form 726. My CI informs me that this is a shell I picked up somewhere around the 12th year of this life; some unexplained version of human persona - a way to pretend inclusion within a stream of belief calling itself Life; a waveform on which to assimilate and survive. I don't want to assimilate now. Well, advertising the obvious, I seem innately incapable of assimilating, hence the suffering. What does it look like when you pull the totality of your energetic signature and presence from out of a numbered persona form? I have no clue, at all. It may be a slow burn kind of thing, hardly noticeable within the flow of my experience. It may be a rock and roll concert. I hope it's a walk in a forest on a cool breezy day kind of happening. To all those who have liked and disliked me throughout 2020, may your year end be a fizzy kind of enjoyable, and your 2021 hold more than a few rewards for long times laboured.

The delivery of Whole Strings of ForceForm data to the EArth Star core consciousness drive is underway. That some will choose to remain spinning in soft eddies for a while is to be a placement of balanced acquisition, rather than an imposition of broken data forms. The options for traveling Forward will be available for ALL, regardless of perceived level of conscious delivery of knowledge as per the understanding of the state of Universal or Galactic plane truth states. There is no dark/light separation, just as there is no substance in Time. Form categories have been re-analysed and assigned appropriate formats of integrative live-stream data, thereby annulling split Time/place arrangements. All not finding agreements of traverse housing by the intersecting point will be accommodated within outlying Sphere hubs. Ambassadors are expected to 'dive deep', to hold the field of capacitation for all within their form structure harmonic. Signalling data separation is abhorrent to us and shall not be facilitated within the scope of this next geodetic relocation to more complex geometry. The SpheresData image titled Tü Va’Ahten, 01.74682 is available for viewing and assimilation in the Eth'A Medicines plan.

It's been a little while since I had a packet of script come through. I don't know what it is. Something about a Control Point. Each day feels really thick, and has felt that way for me since some time in maybe 2013. 2013 is when I log the end of the Mayean Calendar (my spelling, that's how Mayean sounds in my head). In 2013 that world literally came to an end. The planet was by my info certainly slated for destruction and harvest. The Pleiadeans wanted it, the Sirians wanted it, Every high council with a number wanted it, the Lyrans went along with whatever was most likely to succeed (but they are generally factioned and pretty wishy washy). But it didn't happen. A whole bunch of us rebellious, non-compliant sorts halted and bypassed the cataclysm. We have had several more potential cataclysm points since (some planned, some not so much). Each one is side-stepped by pulling the data of the planet and solar system through portal after portal, running through pathways as the reality structures collapsed behind. We moved into stable reality plating structures in March of this year. Base codes are now installed but not many fully functioning yet. It's going to be a tossing boat in debris littered seas for a while. We have some choppy Sol activity slated for mid to late May, there's a conference or Ambassador assembly of some sort scheduled for the weekend apparently, so some of us may be having a busy sleep cycle. Perhaps we're due for another round of negotiations and task agreements. Cheers and take care all! The Set of SpheresData pages mentioned is available for viewing as part of Eth’A Medicines plan.

This website is experiencing something of a collapse today. Wix have finally settled data upload limits for media storage and because I can not support a paid plan to maintain a large media storage I am well over extended on the free plan allowance of 500mb. To get a plan to support present storage usage would be $23 AUD per month, which is not going to happen. The result is that widgets and images are not going to be loading, and I cannot add any more media until I delete to get below 500mb. My current usage is 8.8gb. Do the math lol. It is an act of my bigger self, I reckon, that the website was not pinged for data throttling sooner. When I began attempts to clear things today it seemed instead to remind the Wix machine that I have so much here, the interface collapsed for me and data dropped off pages. If I don’t hit publish, what is here may remain. So what to do? I really don’t know today. I do not earn an income. The way I am and the constant ether connections I was built to function don’t include a paying job. I have laboured in the household since 1995 and not been ever able to make the reality rules work for me in terms of turning talent and lifeforce into money. My work does not generate money like some may expect. There have been a couple of past pockets as people have chosen to work with the SFA tools and a short period when I did some personal Eth’A sessions. None of it is sustained nor large. Perhaps the time is here to put all this work into storage? Is it time to withdraw? If so, I am still available via previously used emails to replace missing files for those who have purchased any SFA works, or who have personal sessions and lost the files (I have all works saved to hard-drives). I won’t be stopping what I do, navigation and SpheresData continues unabated. Being the successful public outlayer seems constantly out of reach for me though, exhausting, not bearing fruit. Today I am feeling a very human sense of dissatisfaction with the disappointments which come from knowing that my efforts of outlays are not going to do more than drop into small spaces and bring no personal returns. It is not smart ‘humaning’ to keep doing that. What else is there to say today except a hearty and smile-filled ‘fuk it all’? I have invested more hours of my days to this website and the energy works than I can calculate and so much that there has not been enough hours left in a day to do what does not bring a sense of unfullfillment. Honestly I’ve had a gutfull. Recently I have been thinking it would be awesome to have a brain and body which could be employed and earn 6-10 thousand in a year just to feel that sensation of personal financial increase. When people work for nothing, activists get all bawdy and cry slavery, yet too many folk expect spiritual/energy workers to labour free of charge and ask no returns. Ridiculous, isn’t it? Mostly I am salty at my own other realm co-operatives and support who have not planned for me to be achieving of average human things in this life. Humans need to feel paid within their lifetime to not occasionally feel used Unfairly. It’s great that I don’t ‘have to’ be employed to survive, but I can assure you that labouring for others with no physical payment is not the most fulfilling activity on the planet when it is a pattern which has lasted close to 3 decades. I love what I have created over the years and presented on this website and other platforms, I feel sorry for me that others can’t love it like I do and can’t see it as a commodity for exchange to the degree I feel it deserves. I feel sorry for my work that I can‘t be attractive and that it is not what people want to appreciate by giving coin. I can’t keep standing on a street begging, I’m too worn out for it. I’m not that big a person that things do not piss me off occasionally. The experts of enlightenment say that reduction of suffering comes through acceptance. What do I need to accept here? That I am not really suited to presenting my work to others? That I don’t want to keep paying to make a space for others to use free of charge? That no-one is asking me to do that and I can stop? That this portion of labour is meeting its end and this is a natural capping off of a spring? Is it just to accept that Wix is not the place to let this stream flow now? I am 100% certain that I need to shift my thinking, behaviour and expectations of return on what I put into the Collective - again.

Answering some questions: I listened to spheres data one evening recently. Telegram makes it so easy, thank you. Anyway I listened to several tracks for quite a while. The next morning I was in a cloud of anger, bristling over unimportant things at work. This anger kept up for several hours. Then slowly I become cheerful but some dullness in the head remained. Even though I was aware it didn’t have any relatable cause I couldn’t subdue it. Where do these emotions get released from? How can I know what else is pent up there? How do I manage to manifest good cheer most of the time? Could I be adding more to the anger pool as I go? When listening to SpheresData, the frequency of it remains active within the electrical fields of the human body and mind, in the same way that any sound, thought or visual which we encounter will. They remain like a recording in the fields which form and sustain the human body. Whatever a person listens to will effect the mental, emotional, and physical bodies. The more you expose yourself to certain sounds (such as songs, conversations, ambient environmental noise, podcasts) the greater the effect it will have on the bodies through influence on the information being held within the electrical and electromagnetic fields and systems which 'run' and 'program' your personal vessel and its associated Mind. SpheresData is having an influence or effect in two environments - the environment which a person carries with them and the environment which they move through. SpheresData can alter the frequency of electrical currents moving within the fields of electromagnetic energy which inform the body. What the individual chooses to action upon or allows to be the deciding data within their body and mind is up to them, but the SpheresData will still be present for the time it takes for the vibration of it to 'fade' from the fields. When you beat a drum the skin of the drum vibrates for a length of time depending on the strength of the strike, or in the case of SpheresData depending on the length and volume of exposure. When a person who has given themselves a strong dose of SpheresData then travels through the environment, that Active Data is a part of their personal field as they interact with the structure of the reality they are moving within. All reality is a construct of electrical activity, and the electrical data within your fields will interact with the electrical data within your environment. The size of the field of interaction depends on the size and structural nature of the Mind Field of the individual. For some that is 2-5m, for others it is the size of their office, for others it can be the size of a town, country or the entire planet. In each area of life (the workplace, the local grocery store, the apartment, lines of public transport) the person writes programs of interaction for themselves. The body and its fields function within those environments according to the decisions of the Mind in the vessel. Many of these decisions become automatically functioning principals. You don't consciously think about how you are going to prepare for work, get onto a bus or pay for the fare, interact with others, sit on or exit the bus. The subroutines of your brain and the muscle memory handle all those transactions of data. The same creation and operation of automatic behavioural programs occurs in the workplace and anywhere else you live your life. SpheresData is an actively creative sound. It is cleverly and creatively interacting with all data passing into your fields as well as the data of already existing programs within the fields. It is especially disruptive of the automatically programmed behaviours of brain and muscle, because it is a fluid intelligent waveform not a habitual algorithm which decides behaviour or emotional response without conscious thought. SpheresData will cause the cells and fields of your body to engage the point of cohesive Intelligent Presence which creates them - some call this Source, I call it All That Is. It is the intelligent conscious Mind which is the Substrate, Form and Structure of the reality. Patterns of behaviour which are not healthful to human body systems will be vibrated from inner hidden places within the electrical information in the body's fields to the outer fields and pushed to the outside of the membranes in which the SpheresData is presently actively reverberating. Where do these emotions get released from? Patterns of emotion are residing within the electrical and electromagnetic fields of the body. The human body is a complex system of multiple interacting fields contained within an energetic membrane shaped something like an ellipse. The Heart-brain can generate a sphere of energy which extends beyond this membrane for the purpose of gathering environmental data or for influencing the environment. These fields go as small as the cells and cell contents of the physical body. Therefore, emotions can be contained within the cells, organs and tissues of the body, even within the bone. If a person has long term pain and stiffness within a part of the body or a recurring sore, this is sure to have densely compacted disruptive emotion present. The usefulness of practices like Yoga is that the movements open the channels of the body to release accumulated emotion information. Any movement will assist but Yoga and movement practices like Qigong and Falun Dafa were designed to address the movement of information through the body. I have not been able to perform these practices due to my energetic and spiritual makeup, but they are immensely useful to most. Swimming, walking, gentle swinging of limbs and stretches are lower-stress methods to release accumulated emotion data from the body. How can I know what else is pent up there? The Mind to body relationship is intelligently interactive. You can ask your body what is pent up and where it is residing. Sit quietly with eyes closed, create an image of your body in your mind. Ask your body to show you where there is pent up emotion and slowly scan through the body. It takes time to form a relationship with your cells, organs and brain, but with practice you will start to get replies. Words may drop into the mind, like hand, foot, chest, liver; or a body part may be highlighted in the mind. The body likes to use colour to communicate so establish for yourself what colours mean for you and ask your body to give a colour. For instance red/black can be anger, resentment, rage, frustration; grey-blue can be depression, despair, loneliness; yellow can be jealousy, long term bitterness, issues with parent relationship. For many the process of learning the language of the energy bodies and being able to investigate and then excavate the disruptive patterns of vibration residing within is difficult without constant person-to-person guidance and assistance. Some just may not have the development within the CI yet to carry out the processes involved. I have discovered that it is common for people to not yet be able to form pictures in their minds eye - the ability to 'imagine' is not automatic for all humans. For these reasons and many others, I release tools such as Survivors First Aid because those tools do the work without a person having to figure all this out for themselves before they age into another life cycle and have to start again with remembering and developing cognition. I have found that listening to any SpheresData for extended period will have the effect of altering the electrical state of a person's fields. How do I manage to manifest good cheer most of the time? Well, my first response is deal with all the hidden patterns of emotion which disrupt the state identified as being 'good cheer'. My further response is to investigate what 'good cheer' is and ask why you want to be in that state most of the time. 'Good cheer' is going to mean different things to different people. I do not seek to attain it myself as it is as much a programmed emotional state as is rage. I seek to be in a middle stream of 'quiet'. 'Good cheer' comes from hormonal release within the pineal gland and hypothalamus, so more activities and substances which promote those hormones will get you there. I feel that extended cheeriness is a strain on the brain and body to maintain and so do not look for it. The reason for this is that my own Mind is constantly receiving highly disrupted data streams as my Sphere of Consciousness is large so for me to attain good cheer most of the time would be a lot of strain on the hormonal system and a mental drain. 'Quietness' of the mind is easier on me to aim for. Could I be adding more to the anger pool as I go? Yes. Everyday life brings us through fields of anger and other highly charged puddles of emotion. We generate our own through mindsets and programs of response to stimuli and we accumulate anger from others when our fields are open and 'sticky'. If you do not regularly reduce the electrical noise and static charge of energy in your fields you will be more inclined to gather and accumulate it. Reducing the build up of static (positively charged ions) is as simple as putting bare feet on the ground (bare earth, grass, sand, rocky mountain, concrete path in a pinch) or leaning against a tree trunk. You can Speak with the Tree and ask it to assist you by enveloping your body fields with its harmonic emanation. Trees carry enormous wisdom and are highly communicative. They are great guides and can help you to identify what is agitating your calm. The older the tree the better. Speaking with a tree is a way to speak with Goy'EA herself. Much Grace to you all, and may your life lessons come with clear instructions and helpful feedback.

My People have requested that I make the SpheresData Audio 2020 playlist available to 'public' for a while. I have created this playlist on its own Telegram Channel. That channel can be joined using the link below. This playlist contains 70 audio tracks. There is a lot of interesting English spoken in these transmissions, it is not all Spherespeak only. Even if much comes across as cryptic, there is much information which can be pulled out for understanding for those who have a deeper knowing of these things. Putting the join link into a private Blog post available to the handful of members of this site only is not exactly 'public', but this is what I feel comfortable with today. I am sitting at my desk listening to the playlist myself and being visually distracted by the dust along the back of that desk, wondering how much motivation I have to clean it off. I may have to find some, I am not a fan of dust, especially carpet fibre dust. SpheresData Audio 2020 Telegram Channel This offer is presently expired. The link remains available for those have already joined the channel. I am not accepting new join requests through this offer. The 2020 playlist is available through a subscription plan. My reluctance to 'publicly' share this playlist comes down to not wanting to feel exposed to the minds which trawl for something to criticize. The attention of those minds is wearying, drear and dim. I may add the join link elsewhere, or not. It depends on whether my People find this posted opportunity to be 'public' enough to achieve their objectives. Tally ho and may your week be well made.

This is a post began back on Aug 27. Posting communications this year has been more like pushing clay through a sieve than sailing leaf boats over a waterfall. I already have these images posted on FB and Telegram. Adding them here now for the sake of continuity. The purple image is an updated frequency signature of the data in the pink and green image from 2016. Both are describing the tonal signature of frequencies produced by Goy'EA (a Draghon Creation Essence) to maintain the Creation Space where her consciousness resides as Planetary Core or EArthStar. What is Draghon Creation Essence? Link to post on old Blog re original SphereScript Draghon Creation Essence is a term that drops into my mind to describe a sphere of Presence which is an expression of the framework of patterns which Create the holograph of life from the fabric of potentiality we might also call the Void. Draghon essences are synonymous with 'origin' patterns of data. They determine the rules and equations for how matter will be structured. For instance, what human science calls the laws of physics are patterns of Draghon Essence; pre-determined states of how elements interact and the forces which influence them. These patterns range from the micro to the universal level. Beings which use the name of Draghon in their identity are those which can use the elements as extensions of Self through understanding the patterns by which elements are ordered, locomoted, and caused to interact. A Draghon Essence (which is an individuated identity) will maintain a cohesive sphere functioning like the membrane of a cell. This membrane holds all the data on which the holographic reality exhibiting within it is founded. A sphere can be the size of a lake, a valley, a landmass, a planet, a solar system, a galaxy, a galaxy cluster, a universe, a cluster of universes, etc. I wonder again at the contribution of describing these ideas. Having them is not altering the state of life on this planet in an obvious way, nor perhaps in an obtuse way either. Great Salt Lake in Utah is still evaporating, Human industry is still a biohazard, corruption and oppression are still significant forces shaping civilizations, food prices continue to rise, famine is unfolding across continents, the divide between those with plenty and those with nothing remains. The disparity between experiences of the reality on this planet alone is mind-warping. I wish fervently that my mind was within a form having the genetic structure to access its Draghon capacity. A human body does not have all the transceivers and transmitters for that kind of interaction with the hologram. It is cut off from the matrix in crucial ways which make it more a puppet of the broadcast data within its environment than a steward of it. Looking at world news I wonder what disturbed mind flow is causing thousands to suffer in Haiti because violent gangs have seized and locked down the port? What configurations of elemental forces cause hundreds in Iran to die because a group of men want women controlled and contained? By what decree must lakes dry up because industry wants exponential profit growth and humans want to continue to expand their numbers and capacity to make more stuff? What base program is running to dictate that people in Ukraine must hate others in their own town because they had to accept Russian food rations to survive Russian invasion? What system of ideas is feeding the belief to people in the Experiencer community that Ukrainian states belong to Russia and that the invasion is the justified action of a man in contact with benevolent ETs - when those states were annexed by the USSR in the 1700's and were only seeking to be free of long-term Russian State hatred of indigenous peoples and its control of fertile lands and natural resource through corrupt Russian-installed officials? Russian rule has contributed to the deaths of millions of Ukrainians through such horrors as the creation of famine (Holodomor) and has attempted the annihilation of Ukrainian language and culture through Russification. Russia does not 'own' nor deserve the Donbas region. It does not. It is not, as stated by well known ET contactees like Alex Collier, a nurturing country seeking to free those peoples from a Fascist puppet government which is oppressing the people. Do these people read or watch anything without writing it all off as Deep State cabal fake news??? Watch this interview if you want a more detailed understanding of what I am talking about - it is a frightening eye-opener on a commonly held belief within the Contactee community that Putin is a hero and that Ukrainian leadership is the fascist puppet of the USA and NATO and hates humanity. I was doing fine with this interview, and tend to remain mostly neutral on Dr Michael Salla's output in general, until I got to around the 38 minute mark. From that point the opinions expressed were so alarming to me, when coming from seemingly intelligent educated humans who have the advantage of being able to access a wide range of information on world events, that my heart literally hurt. Additionally, both participants throughout the conversation bemoan the degradation of the education system as if there were some golden age now lost in the past 30 years. Overall I am agog. I sure as wind in the Antarctic give no consent for these folk to represent me with any galactic body of anything. In the face of wildly distracting amounts of 'what is wrong with the people of this world', I am using Brown Noise this week to see if I can disengage the brain activity from troubling over questions like those above. So many questions I have no answers to, with no perceivable ability to influence the outflow of, nor any concluding way to disengage from. My FB page Cosmic Communication is back to visible as of yesterday or the day before. Today I am asking and asking does it serve a purpose? Is there a reason to have it? Is there a reason to still have SpheresData live recordings on there? Is there a purpose today? Doesn't feel like it. But that is probably just a general response to seeing so much ridiculous dialogue on FB about Russia and how it and Putin are the hope for the world whilst fighting NATO alliance forces for control of buried Alien ships. Meanwhile in Utah, a toxic heavy metal crisis rises in the dust of a once large lake: