I have learned to speak quietly to myself, and to listen intently, flowing through the stream of my own words. I believed the principal that I had to help 'fix' this world by giving it the intensity of my attention; learning its rules; finding its requirements. What I learned is that this world wants attention, and will use any form of movement to gain it. A constant sense of dis-ease exists within because there is no agreement with the outer world. Those who are happiest either are in agreement with the nature of the dominant reality in their environment, or they are laying hold of the deferment of suffering offered by belief in a greater power, a belief that their suffering has purpose and meaning. I am not in either position, and rather, am continuing on an odyssey to accept all environments for what they are, and to accept that I do not have to be in any of them in agreement, but can sit to the side in non-compliance. I also do not have to outwardly show extreme care for the suffering within environments to be still inwardly caring of the overall state of the Whole. To not give large sums of caring attention to the minute sufferings within a design of calculated pain is not a display of my lack, but an evidence of my focus on the end-point gambit of a single thread pulling my Spirit from spiralling compression into expansive creation. This fine thread is the orchestrator of my special interest. It shows me the way Home, and I will not let go of it for even one point of space-time to tarry on the entanglement of broken thoughtforms and mirrored concepts which divert the momentum of a Spirit Form in flight. 𝑺𝒑𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒄𝒓𝒊𝒑𝒕 𝒊𝒎𝒂𝒈𝒆 - 𝒏𝒐𝒕𝒆𝒔 𝒓𝒆𝒍𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒅𝒊𝒔𝒄𝒖𝒔𝒔𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝒐𝒏 𝑺𝒕𝒂𝒓 𝑪𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒈𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒔𝒖𝒃𝒋𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒔, 𝟏 𝑱𝒖𝒏𝒆 𝟐𝟎𝟏𝟕. Prior to this website, and the satellite website I created to host the audio, I had another website with blog posts going back to 2016, and a Forum called Draumr with content going back to 2017. I still have those. I parked that data at the ending of 2019, moved url's sideways and over a little, and animated a website I had begun creating the year before to become this latest space for releasing work. The point being made though is - I still have all that content. A lot of investment went into creating and forming it. There are contributions from people who no longer speak with me, our streams having moved apart. Even so, I honour their outlay and hope that they are able to travel well through this next leg of the journey.

Continuing to broadcast the SpheresData which rises up from the position I occupy within this EArth sphere reality is all I can do to satisfy the sense of being Self here. The data keeps coming, with nowhere seemingly to plug into in terms of human construct. I am contributing to a reality not yet visible. The information I access has no desire to present as galactic updates or drops of repeated wisdoms. It is as much like having a sophisticated Cosmic computer plugged into my mind and emitting signals through the human systems, as like an experience of connecting to beings in other planes who have complex conversations in coded English which I barely grasp a conceptual understanding of. Significantly for me, broadcasting this SpheresData - as script, sound, image - benefits my own system of Conscious Intelligence, by infusing more of what I resonate with into the collective. Some very few of us in human lifehood are given the platform to express the nature of our inner sensations in a way which feels full and complete. Even the skillsets required - such as the capacity to paint or draw, to sing, to move - appear to be handed out in seemingly arbitrary fashion, leaving many feeling oppressed and contained by circumstance. The driving admonitions to reach further, to train harder, to practice more, all to have a chance to fully be, are wholly burdensome to one who feels they have done enough repetitions of human life to no longer have the desire to try nor to experience. Even these states of thought and feeling are given identity, mostly of a negative emphasis - depression, despair, laziness, lack of ambition or creativity, lack of, lack of, lack of. The idea that I lack because I do not have those things which a human collective is programmed to believe that it must have has become excruciatingly wearisome to me. In this I understand why so many shew off the structures of that human societal scaffold, retreating to remote locations, or even just to the inside of their abode. ## I have had reports of more insistent, detailed, and I am hoping clearer, information incoming for folk lately. The Spheres of reality which I am aware of are making a big move this month to different time-space geometry which will alter experienced reality opportunities for those who make the switch. My people tell me that 3rd March will have a significant outlay. If it is a timed release you will feel it on 3rd March as per your local timezone, if a simultaneous global release you would need to adjust for time variance from Australian Eastern daylight savings time. Relating to these strings of SpheresData - these are ideograms describing vibrational streams of information of ForceForm data - that is patterning to hold particular complex consciousness stable within physical form as the EArth Star (planetary directing consciousness) makes significant movements in time-space. We are soon to make a move to a more complex geometric form on which the reality experienced for this planet, the solar system and associated dimensional layerings with be able to find new opportunity for ‘higher mind’ function and choice. As of 1600hrs Australian daylight saving time last Sat 20th Feb - a week ago - increased data began streaming into the EArth internal information networks via Saturnian comms relays. Folk who are end-point form receiving those streams to broadcast into the collective mind would likely have experienced increased ‘download’ traffic as amplification of these ForceForm data streams was turned up to check channel stability in preparation of the time-space geometry move, and new planetary patterning coming more online. I keep most of my SpheresData in ideogram form to maintain signal cohesion and strength within this reality’s fields of distortion and so direct translations rarely occur. And what should you do with the data which comes to you? Rising up from some undisclosed point within your mind lattices, flowing in through the back of your head straight into the cerebral complex perhaps, delivered in your sleep times as images, or flowing suddenly from your mouth as cryptic collections of phrases? I recommend recording it, writing it, drawing it, scribbling it, dictating it - no matter how inconsequential it may seem to you now. Receiving the data is a part of re-defining the behaviours of the forces and structures which have shaped the experienced reality for the Earth human and all creatures on this planet and within the local clusters of spheres. To create more cohesive experience scaffolding for CI in form-al reality, the quota of higher resolution consciousness data available for forming the meditation streams of the shared reality must be increased. This receiving of data is therefore both the effect of macro level changes underway and the cause of micro level changes yet to be seen.

I am still quizzical. I was going to write a post about file sharing. I have written it actually. And it is quite long, but I am just not feelin' the love in posting it. It's like that with most things I think of to write about. I have a stash of drafts. Mostly they are thoughts barrelling in from the group human mind and not shaded in a way I really wish to express. Of significance to me to say - others sharing the files of Eth'A work purchased from me (excluding personal sessions) is a workload I am not willing to carry. If I could still support releasing AFA1/2 or other work at an even lower price, I would. But because the Eth'A tech is formed of my own creative force, it was hurting my body to not ask for a sufficient physical world exchange. I do not have an organisation of people to help me hold the energy of the tech with meditation streams, so my Guidance advises that I must use money exchange for now. Additionally, to share purchased files removes my value from the work as having laboured hard over this life, and others, to create it. It devalues the tools and it does not truly assist the people who receive it at no cost to themselves, not even the cost of speaking to me nor acknowledging that I exist at all. Of course, it will still be the purchaser’s choice to make, because I can't physically stop anyone. However, it demonstrates a more cohesive consciousness to direct someone to my website so that they can find out about and use the Eth'A tools I create properly, rather than get them second hand. This work really is not like a library book. When AFA1 was first released, I asked a very small $38AUD for all files - images and audio. And I have given it away to folk in dire straits with no money for food, plus hosted it for free listening for over a year. I have done my share, and can no longer carry the cost of hosting the work in the shared holographic field on my own. I ask people to pay a money price to cover the energetic load of hosting the Eth'A data within the reality matrix in which their Form is encased and exhibiting life. Previously I have done this on their behalf, using donor processing fields formed of my own creative data-forms. I am intrinsically involved in the tools, they are of my creative force and stream - they are not separate from me. Giving a tool file on to someone else is akin to saying to me - 'you worked well for me, now go work for my friend, as part of the money I have already given you’. Would that be acceptable if I were a mechanic or a plumber? I do not have employment, I do not have a career, I do not make a profit, I do not have an organisation, I do not have disciples, I do not have followers, I do not get donations. I am not backed by a galactic federation of light, a Sirian council, an Arcturian quorum, a Mer pod, a Fairy sprinkle, nor a sophia rose-heart certification. I do not get bliss-bombs dumped into my brain to give me that emotive hit often called 'pure love'. I am not connected to the christos grid, am drawing no power at all from that system - nor do I ever wish to. Money received from exchange for my Eth'A work is used for herbal supplements to support my body which works overtime to do what I do, equipment such as microphone for recording, software for processing, or cost of online website plan. Occasionally I put it towards some balls of yarn to bring that colour enjoyment into my life. I have a hard time asking for money for this work, I relent a lot, give it a lot, reason with myself to drop the price constantly; but my greater CI is getting more and more firm with me about sticking to the set price. I understand financial hardship, yet I also understand the physical cost of hosting complex etheric data within the holographic grids using the bulk of my own vital lifeforce allotment each day. It ain't sustainable. Other people can do it by attracting online followers and friends who give of their happy sunshine love vibes into the stream holding their data stable. They feed emotional/mental energy to each other through gathering within soul groups. I do not do this. Specifically I do not even put out the vibe to attract people in that way. There has been just enough attention and money come for this work of mine to keep me from having a stroke up to this point. But it has been seen and agreed by my larger Ether companions and co-creators to not do it this way anymore and anyone who is desiring of using this technology must be self-responsible and carry themselves within the stream from their own resource. I have given and given. Do not ask more from me than this. Moving on - for the now, I am working earnestly on ignoring certain portions of the human mind puddle emanations. It's just too flippin' nuts, and no amount of rainbow bathing is going to make it more meaningful to me. You're on your own there little rainbow diamond peeps; hoping all your colours work out for you just super. Additional words: I endeavour to say 'I' when I express a thought or describe a learning or understanding, rather than 'we' or 'us' or 'you', because I have no place to speak as if I know you; and absolutely no evidence to suggest that the reactions of thoughts and energy within my sphere are the same or even similar to yours, other than an aggregate assumption based on the collation of outward seeming data mostly dislocated from an intimate inner experience of the other. Anything I say in respect to understandings, wisdoms and perspective, I speak of as being relevant only to myself, I do not require to tell you that our experience is shared for mine to be viable within a shared flow. And I do not have a need to tell you what your point-position is nor even give you kind suggestions to assist you in framing your experience to yourself and within your environment. There is a place for all. In my world - descriptive words which place belief states or outlooks of perception on a rung of behaviours with associated motivators are unkind, manipulative and controlling of the pathways of others. Notice I said 'descriptive words', I did not say 'people'. If I drop a stone here today, I watch a boulder roll somewhere tomorrow.