I have learned to speak quietly to myself, and to listen intently, flowing through the stream of my own words.
I believed the principal that I had to help 'fix' this world by giving it the intensity of my attention; learning its rules; finding its requirements. What I learned is that this world wants attention, and will use any form of movement to gain it.
A constant sense of dis-ease exists within because there is no agreement with the outer world. Those who are happiest either are in agreement with the nature of the dominant reality in their environment, or they are laying hold of the deferment of suffering offered by belief in a greater power, a belief that their suffering has purpose and meaning.
I am not in either position, and rather, am continuing on an odyssey to accept all environments for what they are, and to accept that I do not have to be in any of them in agreement, but can sit to the side in non-compliance.
I also do not have to outwardly show extreme care for the suffering within environments to be still inwardly caring of the overall state of the Whole.
To not give large sums of caring attention to the minute sufferings within a design of calculated pain is not a display of my lack, but an evidence of my focus on the end-point gambit of a single thread pulling my Spirit from spiralling compression into expansive creation.
This fine thread is the orchestrator of my special interest. It shows me the way Home, and I will not let go of it for even one point of space-time to tarry on the entanglement of broken thoughtforms and mirrored concepts which divert the momentum of a Spirit Form in flight.
𝑺𝒑𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒄𝒓𝒊𝒑𝒕 𝒊𝒎𝒂𝒈𝒆 - 𝒏𝒐𝒕𝒆𝒔 𝒓𝒆𝒍𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒅𝒊𝒔𝒄𝒖𝒔𝒔𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝒐𝒏 𝑺𝒕𝒂𝒓 𝑪𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒈𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒔𝒖𝒃𝒋𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒔, 𝟏 𝑱𝒖𝒏𝒆 𝟐𝟎𝟏𝟕.
Prior to this website, and the satellite website I created to host the audio, I had another website with blog posts going back to 2016, and a Forum called Draumr with content going back to 2017. I still have those. I parked that data at the ending of 2019, moved url's sideways and over a little, and animated a website I had begun creating the year before to become this latest space for releasing work.
The point being made though is - I still have all that content. A lot of investment went into creating and forming it. There are contributions from people who no longer speak with me, our streams having moved apart. Even so, I honour their outlay and hope that they are able to travel well through this next leg of the journey.
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