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- Terms which Hinder
I publish to create an easier flow for my own presence. The objective of publishing various opinions is to solidify their existence within the human mental reality networks. My People and I flow in streams particular to ourselves. Without my action to form structures of thought as the human in the chain of consciousness here co-operating, that flow becomes hindered by meditative streams creating the 'black and white' of true vs false within human constructs. What I write here is within the context of discussions over spiritual pursuits. To create situations in which to practice 'clarity and discernment', minds use precepts of societal norms for judging action and motivation, often calling it 'wisdom', 'intuition' and 'inner truth'. If their 'wisdom' and 'intuition' is a function of their innate relationship with god or source, then from their point of experience it absolutely MUST be correct. There is therefore no convincing response to give in opposition as denial would be evidence of being in a 'not right with god' state, of being in discordance with divine truth, of being defensive due to guilt, of exhibiting poor character development, of being a miscreant, a deviant, a devotee to worldly degradations of spirit. Conclusions drawn through the exercising of 'clarity and discernment' are subjective, being formed of intimate algorithms of perception forged through life experience, brain function, culture and chosen ideologies. Being accepted by a majority does not make a conclusion of 'clarity and discernment' more, nor less, correct. Widespread agreement indicates that the opinion is palatable to the current majority, or not challengeable due to oppressive and punishing dominant mindsets. An inability to see the nature of All without requiring to utilise learned categories of 'clarity and discernment' can be understood as a deficit of the array of colours required to see beyond inherited logic.
- Scripting from Video Stream 28 Feb 2022
Recent streams have been of scripting and dialogue, and below are photos of the pages scripted during transmissions on 28 Feb 2022. I began live streaming SpheresData dialogue in January. Those videos are viewable on my Facebook Page and on my YouTube channel (the playlist is also viewable via this website, look under the 'open' tab).
- Direction Alter
'InterGalactic' complex (and loud) data stream imminent. The incoming intergalactic high intensity stream of data is a point of reason for moving Technician Support streams to alternative structures (and it seems was always the intent of my People and CI to do so). These systems of support must become self-propelling/motivating/intuitive. There is only so much data I can personally pass and hold through a human vessel. I am taking a hiatus, therefore, from holding the Technician Port open, stable and clear. As per my information, the Family Group support structures and communication streams I am aware of having been established for anyone flowing on this path I also flow on, should now be functional and it is time to test that. Let's see how well they work. The Technician ports I have held open and kept flowing are in the process of moving to streams I will am not holding direct space for. These streams are flowing at a pace and in a sub-course slightly altered from my own, and should proceed at a smoothly steady rate. The term 'hiatus' is used because I do not have a report on whether I shall be opening the Technician Port in this space again in some capacity at a 'future' or Forward point. Streams on which CI move often flow together for a while in a close pattern and then move on different courses until their respective patterns intersect again. I have a precognitive feels that I will be sailing into some choppy waters myself. I am going to be doing some fast timepoint hopping - something like stitching a path of points across moments of time which would be 'back and forth' in a linear model, but which create a path which is as short and efficient as possible for this stream of 'intergalactic data' to reach a Forward point ahead of certain other meditative streams. There is of course much data perpetually here available for anyone to listen to and gain from through resonant equalization. I am uploading transmissions from previous years and continue to transmit to the NowFlow playlist. The Library of SpheresData is accessible on the NowFlow plan. Much is available for Free with basic Member sign-up. Sound Symbol Medicine tracks ('Settling the Butterfly' and 'Retiring the Bodhisattva'), the latest formation of 'Accept Incoming Divinity', WindWeave Systems from system 9 onwards, and other 'medicine' forms of SpheresData (which I feel present and waiting at Forward points) will be made available on a subscription plan separate from the main SpheresData library subscription. Likely price-point is $10AUD for a month of access. That structure is in the forming stage and I will activate it when the Technician Port streams are securely transferred. Recently purchased Technician Port plans will be switched by me to a NowFlow subscription from Feb 17 (AEST). The Technician Port group will remain active as a place to give notice of NowFlow transmissions and any information I may have to share on those. I have been doing Facebook lives on my Cosmic Communication page. These are also uploaded to my Youtube channel. These will continue. This next piece of my own Work includes live broadcasting to continue placing markers in 'national time' (the term we use which refers to local human social complex time). These markers help to create a synchronous orchestration of movement between the many CI communicating via the hub which I have formed within my own fields. I will also create a page on this website to embed these videos to. If you have not ever been to my Facebook page and use that platform, head on over and follow it as you may receive notice then when I am broadcasting Live. If anyone ever has a request or question or any other input, you are invited to drop into the 'Relay' group which is available to all members and make a post.
- Amplifying a WaveForm
A meditation stream is now forming around the waveform I present in this portion of the arena we are calling a solar system. This means that the signal is gaining strength and amplitude. I am posting same words multiple times in different places for emphasis of what is resonant to me, increasing for myself a sense of my own presence and amplifying this signal being jointly used by large Spheres. The differing positions of perception held by each mind observing this reality create occlusions to clear communication which cannot always be mitigated with 100% accuracy. Often I write, knowing full well what my meaning is, yet the words used to describe the inner constructions of thought form patterns which to others have alternative meaning. The language available to human interactions lacks the sophistication to impart whole ideas uncorrupted from mind to mind. There are not enough colours of sound woven into this reality fabric to hold concepts drawn from larger realms which here we are given few words to describe and must resort to calling higher planes or spiritual realms or places of the astral. They are points of information held within more complex geometrical shapes than the ones our perceived reality sit within. The fullness of their image is perceived only when the mind viewing their description also touches the same geometry. The capacity to do so could be called the ‘expansion of the mind’ and requires a plasticity of the brain and a settling of the emotion waves triggered by disrupting data embedded in neural pathways. The SpheresData script and sound are a language format capable of communicating what human language constructions cannot, with less effort and distortion.
- When Comes Amalgamation
I begin to write something, then stop, wondering if any word requires to be written really. How much data does it take to transition through this segment of spacetime? Overwhelming outpourings of information come daily through the Net, in any one arena of human thought. In just the arenas of the Para/Extra normal which I scope, I have observed people somehow find so much thought and opinion and need to express their interior that they produce pages-long essays for FB posts in startlingly short periods of time, hours-long video for YouTube on a regular schedule, crazy long and wordy forum thread comments, eye-crossingly involved blog posts and more than enough dialogue to suck air from my lungs as I attempt to conceptualize that level of thought/word/speech effort on the human platform of being. With so much activity, when do they find time to do the Work? Do they do the Work? Do they do less Work than some of the rest of us? Do they do an easy game setting level of Work? Are they a different species more suited to the environmental conditions? Are they apportioned an unfairly distributed amount of lifeforce whilst the bulk of us move as mildly perturbed sloths through the grind of squishing data in and out of our meatsuits and mushy brains in a general labour of survival, personal interior development, figuring out some small thing about life, staring at the sky on the edge of sunset, remembering to take the key out of the front door when shutting it behind us, wondering what we are doing really? I spend more time being pulled to think on some topic to write about for blogging than actually writing anything. I got past thinking I needed to tell things. I wake up, and before I can log much time passage, it is dark again and I should be going to bed so I have enough energy stored to wake up. The bulk of my lifeforce is absorbed by the Work of speaking the data, feeling the data, holding it, carrying it, moving it, giving it form and gravity. Such a large portion of my mental processing space is given over to functioning complex etheric patterning on levels of the reality not associated with daily human life, that to have computational capacity left over to direct my brain and body to engage in tangible activities is a significant achievement. Hence I move in a way which seems achingly slow and do projects in small segments. I have attempted pushing to do a Transcript for the next transmission on that list - "Big Sol Data" from August 2020 - and it is not happening. The pathway is closed. Will it open again? Why did it close? Do I not require to do it? Am I laying low? Do I not have enough relays pointing at this period of the orbit to be receiving and transmitting the data? In recordings from this time last year, I have logged that this is a 'downtime' for data transfer in general from my people. And who are my people? The discussion of who it is I speak with, and as, is not one I have had in depth with anyone who lives in the stories which name and group these entities and spheres of consciousness. I could say that they are a conglomerate of peoples layered over multiple 'densities' or bandwidths of the orchestral ocean of existence. They do not all reside within the same point in spacetime but have laboured to come into an agreement of communication from different TimeFlows and locations. They have a common objective - to move successfully through a point in this region of the cosmos which has been repeating in a damaged feedback loop longer than any of them have recorded. After much repetition and analysis this particular EArth was located as the most probable position for enacting a stable transition of data from corrupted cosmic placement to uncorrupted cosmic placement. Think of this region of vast space as a minute blackened and damaged spot on a Mandelbrot set, where all the colours and shapes are distorted and the communication of data from macro to micro and back is halted. Nothing has moved this far Forward beyond the broken region since the damaged cycle began. How the collapse happened, I do not know, not really. How can anyone with limited perspective whilst shoved into a human nervous system know such grand things? I have various stories to choose from to give an explanation yet I am not convinced that any is the One real reason, they are fractured repeating shadows of the reason. What do we need to know? Anything? What level of awareness within human cognition is required for larger Overarching Spheres to be able to enact their movements towards forming a stable reality platform? How far does this construct reach? Is it this local solar system? The local cluster of galaxies? The universe? The multi-verse? What is the Inna-verse (Innerverse?) that I mention not so irregularly? How is that measured? What is the nature of its boundary? Perhaps Innaverse is this solar system within the membrane of plasma fire at its edge (mapped by Voyager probes). How likely is it that I will see answers to these questions before I leave this body? I watch so many people expressing exceptionally deep and clever things and I feel dumb, because my inside is saying nothing unless specific purpose triggers. I stop and watch leaves move in the wind. I believe that each actual being here can only figure out their own version of the hologram, because they write the code to it as they observe it. Even then, figuring it out is unnecessary to the act of being involved in and moved by it. I am doing something that no one else here is doing. There is no need for multiplicity in all tasks. An efficient Sphere uses minimal resource for maximum effect. I connected over all these years of outputting SpheresData with a tiny clutch of Others similarly doing something no one else here is doing. We cannot tell each other how to do what we do. Constructing bridges between those Spheres here being parts in a large machine was my hopeful anticipation when I began. It is common for me to wonder if this is possible or necessary. Yet how is isolation in this Work helpful? When comes an amalgamation of desire with projected reality? When comes the tangible enmeshing of single cogs in a visible stunning machine of intricate design? I know without doubt that this machine is being constructed. Where is it? How is it? What will it do? I so desire to move past this point of working in singularity, with seeming untraversable spaces between me and those Others working a common objective. The gulf between understandings of minds is a slippery tangle of thought networks resisting comprehension. Is it tiredness which keeps us separate? It is purposefully arranged? Is it too overloading for us to do our own Work and also to step into the common spaces to find exchange with one another? Why is it persistently difficult to engage those invested in works of an ether or ET nature in anything other than what they have already accepted as their mission goal of information attainment? Have we only enough energy to fulfil the daily requirements of our immediate environment? I do not know what pattern of words to use to form a cohesive communication bridge to others forming in groups and discussing subjects which seem relevant to my Work but are not flowing along the same streams of conscious awareness. Must I find a way to do this? And so I gaze out the nearest window to watch the wind move leaves.
- Some Things I See for USA
This will be an attempt to write a blog post. The data traffic is constant. By the time I post this it may be several days past having written it. I began in earnest to discipline myself not to feel precipitated to respond when pressure comes to compose information for this blog which is of a "I am here to assist you" kind of vibe. I recognize it as a ping from a much larger consciousness or perhaps group mind, which is searching for people to outlay on specific meditation streams. For the sake of creating a release vent much like the EArth does through that hard crust, here are a few words on the imagery I am given today (umm I think I started writing this 2-3 days ago and have added to it each day since), relating to earthquakes and the California fault lines, plus other earth movements. Thought I would check the net first and can see there was some recent activity in the area which was highlighted to me earlier this morning. There is a fault line called the Hayward Fault which matches the region I see as being particularly vulnerable right now. After some image searches showing percentage of seismic activity on the various faults I noticed that the Hayward Fault has the highest numbers in that region. Early yesterday there was image communication of mountains falling or loosing mass and a general sense of strong energy sweeping across the USA. Then of course I found the stories on that blast of a storm cell they have on the west coast. California can't catch a break. I vaguely recall having words about California and its crazy nuts yearly wildfires with my non-locals perhaps in July. About the same time as discussions on water release which synchronised with the micro storm in Germany and flooding of the Ahr Valley. I get a lot of dialogue like that which I just do not bother to stop and log, nor mention in the moment if at all ever. What is the effect of telling folk what I see and talk through in my SpheresData? I could tell folk I see the centre mass of the planet expanding, leading to increased earthquakes, splitting of landmasses along faults and probable increase of planetary girth through the infilling from magma flows. Yet who wants news like that when there is cozy talk of dragons, symposiums with the Ascended Masters, and Ambassadors of the Galactic Federation expert in foods and all things Ascension to entertain and sooth? I do still 'see' a splitting of land mass for southern USA. Not as significant as it was 5 or so years back, but seems there is still a high chance of it arriving as a TimeFlow probability, crossing the south eastern region of Arizona into Mexico: like an unexpected twisting generated in the tensions between the North American Plate, the Farallon Plate, the Pacific Plate and the Cocos Plate. Why do I get earth and weather activity information on the Americas? Your guess may be as good as mine. North America, or specifically the USA, is a main focus for the works I partake in. I suspect that this is relating to events during the Younger Dryas age, some 12,900 years back, at the end of the last significant advanced civilisation on this planet. Some cataclysm of meteor or structure collision and near-earth collision caused a snap ice age, decimated cultures and land structures, and blanketed large sections of North America in a micro diamond spherule composite which my info suggests has been influencing the human mind collective and human/consciousness physiology since. There is a strangeness which lives and grows in the crust structure of the USA, and it speaks like nothing else on this ball of star bits. I guess the merry USA is on my task sheet of assignments to undertake this lifetime. There was a withdrawal of frequency under-meshing support for the Americas some time last month or maybe August. Imagine it like an energy grid made from using a source of high resolution data, which has been assisting to maintain some sort of strength for the Americas reality holograph. I saw that draw away, retract, beginning in New York, sweeping down the east coast, swinging through to scoop out the support data in South America as far as Paraguay, and back up to Los Angeles, California. Now Alaska has been removed of this data allocation or assumption, except a small region around Anchorage which pulses with a different data signature. Mmm, this is reminding me of multiple recordings from April to September this year. I shall listen back over them. The micro diamond spherule is found in other regions of the world, all dating to the same era and showing a pattern of probable global devastation. If you would like more detail on the Younger Dryas, micro diamond spherules and cataclysmic extinction events 12,900 years ago, read Graham Hancock's "Magicians of the Gods". The book is a little repetitive in the telling of a tale, yet the interesting observations made helped me through that.
- Comment Post
I started out writing something around how yet another trip around the Tubes and such searching 'Light Language' has brought me no pings to other Technicians, or Architects, or anything whatsoever even remotely resonant. And there is no purpose to the speaking on it, because it is not going to change. The folk who fill the internet are going to keep on clicking, purring, trilling, and blessing Lemuria into the next dimension or two. So instead, to satisfy the titter to post a post at all, I make this a little spot for anyone who wishes to leave a remark or make any kind of word offering at all over recent audio uploads or other. Any are welcome to make use of the comment section. I await the next pebble in my forest stroll through unknown Trees and glossy underGrowth.
- A Note of Earth Movements
Making a quick note here: An Earthquake of 5.8-6.0 mag in Mansfield Victoria Australia at approx. 9:15am today 22 Sept 2021. An aftershock at mag 4.0 occurred 18 mins later. From The Guardian: A magnitude 5.8 earthquake was recorded just outside of Woods Point, near Mansfield, at 9.15am. Tremors were felt as far afield as Sydney, Dubbo, and Launceston — all about 700km away. It is the strongest earthquake reported in Victoria, and possibly the strongest experienced in the state in up to 200 years. Dr Januka Attanayake, the research lead with the University of Melbourne’s Earthquake Seismology Earth Sciences unit, said preliminary estimates had the earthquake as a magnitude 5.8 to 6.0. “If these preliminary estimates are correct, it is probably the largest earthquake we have felt around Melbourne in the last 175 to 200 years,” Attanayake said. “If it’s a magnitude 6.0, it’s the first in hundreds of years. This is the first earthquake of this magnitude I have seen here during my lifetime, and it has probably not been seen during the lifetime of several generations." From within my reality experience, we are moving a Command Position and altering Flow Streaming. It is an abdication of Command Flows from one Support Damage structure to another. I woke this morning with a quaking in my cells hours prior to the felt quake. At about 10:15am, some hour after the first felt quake in Victoria and unaware of the quake recorded, I directed the 'whatevers' to not let this quaking flow through my physical body (feeling it to be a large movement outside my body, not my own mental angst), and put it somewhere else in the earth, into a plate fault or active volcano, but well away from me. I don't see why I should feel every damn thing like I'm having a panic or anxiety event. Then I found that there had actually been earth movements a little earlier and that the cause of these tremors was very likely to be what I was feeling. Audio recorded in recent days and not all yet released to latest audio playlist coincides with this activity. Vast machinery within the Planetary Shells is becoming operational, aged pathways of directive authority are being relinquished, and my curiosity is rising to see how this translates through the human world over the coming months and years.
- Pebbles
Printing services are a brilliant idea, I love the concept; I would love to have a whole bunch of my work printed in high quality, colour-fast inks on glossy card or huge canvases. But it isn't happening anytime soon for me. I don't know how others get on with it. Most seem immune to the things I find incursive. After years of attempting to order, I remain ambivalent around outsourcing for personal prints, as the printer company can influence the overall patterning of the images; confuse the energy signature, impede the data. The money cost is also a point of internal wrestling. Thinking on this now, I recall that I did have the AFA 1 Glyph Tool images printed onto cards by a company back in 2018. I still have dozens of these by the way. I shall sit them under a large chunk of rock and see what grows of it. To be frank, I feel quite useless here and I figure that sensation is going to hang around for the length of my Sherri-Lee days. My life is not beautiful, it is not contributing to the human social construct, I am not fulfilling any grand, nor even mediocre, anything; it all only is. I have no desire to tell anyone how to transition through another lions gate portal activation, I don’t care if they shift to 7D and leave my cold arse behind. If folk all shoot on ahead into their Ubuntu, the Silence here would fall and that would be a lovely stillness. The quiet of the Long Night. There is a quickening of untethering which comes to me as I admit that I see no good point in continuing to labour to be or feel anything other than how I do feel - which is disinterested in what the World is offering me. I am not receptive to talk about angel love, divine connectedness, the power within to transmute all low vibrations and be a god-being, the need to dissolve Ego, the necessity of suffering, the ideology that all souls already know everything they need to know. I do not hold that a CI is incarnate to learn how to find Beauty amongst garbage, to engage in social justice conflicts, to save the animals/oceans/trees for the growth of their light. I have not felt a loving softness from a benevolent Source for many years, nothing nadda zip. I see that Source, it is a vast miasma sitting, emanating, gathering; it and I do not speak across flows to one another. It hands out emotive packets to those what pay it homage and who birthed from its furnace. I am not going to become suddenly in sync with any of the above and more, after years of swimming alongside to understand it. The obvious and most holistic course for my own Self is to swim further away; wishing fair times to those which do feel resonant and supported on those platforms and in those flows.
- SFA 1 Glyph Cohesive Data Wave
I am structuring and emanating a cohesive data wave through the lines, points, and patterns of the SFA 1 Glyph Tools and their associated Eth'A Structures. Sharing the latest builds of these is not my preference still, so I will not be doing that, yet in answer to non-local debate on the issue of balance of recompense over functional requirement for certain of the pathways I have assisted a Conglomeration of Minds by the building of; I have agreed to re-affirm the original image connections to these structures. These communication lines, points and ports had drifted marginally out of pattern as the Whole moved through TimeFlows and line of sight has shifted over the past couple of years. These Eth'A connectors are the first release of the SFA 1 Glyph Tool images included as digital download in the full SFA pack1 back in 2018. The images function as communications ports, connectors to the Etheric Structures and Devices. Folk who purchased the pack in this initial format may have felt that they were no longer emanating a strong signal or had 'lost juice'. I feel that as well as the slight drift, some interference has been retarding their flow. They have also picked up debris; smoggy energy slowing the transmission rates of their connected data. Any person who has these original black and white images as part of an AFA pack 1 purchase back when it was a comfortable $36AUD for the whole sha-bang; I invite you to revisit the glyphs you have as jpeg files and scan by placing a hand over the screen, or observe them. If you can move yourself to give me some feedback on the effect of today's emanation of data into the AFA 1 Structure Tools which you have, that would be useful. If not, then not. If you cannot print these images out, then just look at them on your phone or any other digital device with a screen. You can place a hand over the screen image and receive data from it or focus with the eyes; read it like you would a page in a book, moving the eyes over the details. I am having printer issues at the moment. Our area of Sydney is also in hard covid lock-down, so no trips out to shops (or post) unless they are 'necessary'. The Reality is not giving me the influx or incentive to continue as I have been working hard to. The printer has actually been struggling to print any of these SFA 1 & 2 Glyph re-toolings. Having an image I could sell as a download was intended to by-pass all that physical reality impedance stuff. And yet I cannot stabilize that either. Observed altogether, I wonder why I am trying so hard to present or produce something for one or two people who may be interested? There is a recently created colouring of the SFA 2 Glyph Tool not shared, yes. I became quickly reluctant to drop it into the waters about a week and half or two ago. What happened? I got some cryptic English that someone 'cast out the Structure by attending to a different Flow'. I leave that to the reader's personal interpretation. This crossed a line of exchange amongst Spheres and now I get to say 'NO - motivate yourselves'. Hence the precipitation of a Self-Motived shut-down of my stream, or a throttling back, and a whole lot of far-off discussion to ask me to do an adjusting of the original AFA 1 images if a release of new is off the table. I had a strong discussion a couple days back, which I did record a large portion of, but will be keeping to myself; where sudden realizations of crossed streams of data and corrupted interpretations at the macro end have left me under-resourced, and over-commanded (too many data command streams shoved through my relay - which is a human brain under pressure, not an advanced Ancient Builder device drifting in the icy cool of space). I was past gobsmackedly fantangled. It was OMFG hands in the air, don't talk to me while you sort that out. In a manner not yet obvious to me, the SFA 2 Glyph is functioning on a different platform of exchange. One not nearly so contentious or assumed by Others as is the SFA 1. It stands alone quite confidently, doing its thing. Perhaps this is because it is a construct for the more advanced Minds who operate with an Etiquette not used on the platforms where SFA 1 is utilized by Family Groups assisting their End Points in the base Survivor states. Maybe the Mind Groups simply cannot see it and so therefore do not make issue with it. It is recognized by me that my efforts are more for myself and the non-local groups of mind than they are for other CI in human body. That is, I acknowledge that this post is going to land in a quiet room with little traffic. Anyhoo, I am using my new makings of SFA Glyph Tooling, and having a span-dangly great time trouncing a mass of old shit out of my Spheres. I hope all your methods are working great for you. Mine are freaking outstanding.
- A ClearView Record
A ClearView Record: 2015: 65 tracks, 1.21 Gb mp3 2016: 81 tracks, 2.33 Gb mp3 2017: 200 tracks, 7.30 Gb mp3 2018: 174 tracks, 3.16 Gb mp3 2019: 17 tracks, 344 Mb mp3 2020: 71 tracks, 2.24 Gb mp3 2021: 44 tracks, 1.08 Gb mp3 - so far. Not including personal Eth'A sessions; and only reflecting recorded audio, not Video uploaded to Youtube in this time. Not reflecting untold hours of constant streaming unrecorded, Spherescript work, direct interfacing assistance to Others and holding support systems active within my physical form, plus a constant process of Journeying to heal personal fields. All whilst being bizarrely incapable of connecting to a happy Troupe travelling together, laughing together. The evidence of being a Solitary Fae? This is what I have been doing. I would like to have the length in hours for each of these years listed above; that would use a lot of effort to count. Can anyone or anything tell me why? Can anyone or anything tell me it is worth it? What am I doing this for? What is anything for at all? The beauty of a human experience? What is that? How many people does it take to keep doing that over and over? Do you see large numbers of CI making use of this data and effort? Is it moving anything beyond my own daily existence? Could I achieve as much just by doing a jigsaw puzzle, colouring in, or making a rug? Right now > I feel that I have used up 44 something years on something going nowhere. The Others that Be have relied heavily on me just doing doing doing, and not outlayed appropriate resource to motivate me to do. There is an appalling laziness of attention from those who speak through the Hub which I hold; expecting the Self-Motivating Particle that I am to just keep on spinning itself by its own fusion with austere levels of frugality in the allocation of resource to helping me along a little. Most of them just haven't been able to acknowledge the concept that I am in a human body, not the interface of a pure crystalline consciousness in an ancient builder tech relay orbiting somewhere in the solar system. Why is my experience not at all like the 100's of thousands of other humans talking similar but not the same? Why do they get incentives and pats on backs, or answers from the Universe, whilst I get silence and rubbish blowing down the footpath? Do I see a definite progression in the data? Yes. Do I feel at all motivated or incentivised to continue? No. Will I? Probably. Should I go silent? Maybe. Would I? I will give it a go. There is another audio uploaded today - 5 August 2021. I shall go find a cup of tea and maybe a biscuit. A note on the newest versions of SFA 1 & 2 Glyph Tools mentioned elsewhere: I have not released them on the website because I lack the incentive to share them.
- Juggle Upward
Prose remains current. I revisit the words. They taste like honey, and ward off the bacterium of a world I walk out of step with. Juggle Upward Juggle upward the filthy trod of alien bootsteps. Agitate the settled dross of craven industry. There is no forming air to awaken sleep, Words happened yesterday. Tromping soles fall into line, Harrowing daylight the compass. I found the door and entered through. The landscape melted into the same extension of numbers – Seemingly. Hope, a barren word, over-pretended by robed minds, It smiles at me, a confused sentence. Did you see it? I forgot to look, The gated square closed ahead of time And I missed the forming Of stable minds. Madness says I am its friend, echoes call me kin. I am neither. A passing flame, out of breath, Liquid in a beastly mould. What world is this? Oct 2018, Sherri-Lee Lavender