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< Back "Light Language" Merely a Term 23 Feb 2022 'Light language' is a term someone came up with somewhere years back to describe their experience of this dialoguing which makes no sense to the brain's language centres. It was associated with ideologies of light and divinity, I don't know why exactly. Before 'light language' humans called it 'speaking in tongues' or 'glossolalia'. The Oracles of Delphi and other such peoples would have used it also I would guess. Not all messages being delivered via this form of communication are messages of unconditional love. It can be anything - navigation data, off-world propaganda, messages of encouragement, data strings to activate various parts of a person's fields, calls for assistance, or a means to communicate with Consciousness which is not human and does not speak a human language (just some examples). I have created my own terms or names to describe my dialogue flow as I feel that 'light language' is too narrow a band of thought for what is actually occurring. If the idea is that it is 'light language' because it is formed of light, then everything seen in this entire reality is 'light language'. If the idea is that it is 'light language' because it is a voice of all which is good and of divinity, that is a distorted perception. It is a means to communicate that which does not translate into spoken language used by modern human society. It is a function within the nervous system as it translates data from the super-consciousness or other non-local positions. It is a form of communication coming through practice rather than learning. Too often I have heard/read people say that all information given this way must only be 'good', 'divine' of 'love' and of 'light'. I reject that belief. It's like saying all French is the language of love. I have heard a lot of 'light language' which makes my spine hurt and I want to hurl or block my ears. This language format is the manifestation of data given in waves of differing frequency, and not all frequency suits all people, nor communicates the same things. Settings Previous Next

< Back A Nothing Something That Wordpress Blog 13 June 2021 I have another blog on Wordpress. As with Time Woven: - ‘The Nothing in Between’ is unashamedly all about me, my perceptions; my outflow of creative writing, imagery and thoughts. The subjects which flow most strongly for me are held within the category called ‘metaphysical’. This is my special interest. It is not that I have studied metaphysics and could talk in the terms used by those who do, but that I live in a field of perception which considers and detects the energies of things and seeks to communicate states not decipherable by use of the common five senses. I maintain two blogs; one on WordPress and another on Wix. Their content and presentation is a bit the same and a bit dissimilar. There is also a Youtube channel, Instagram and Facebook. There are multiple links on this site for the interested passerby. All of my online activity serves the function of informing my reality with waveforms familiar to mySelf, to stabilize my own sense of presence in a cacophonous conglomerate of Minds. Settings Previous Next

< Back Singing in Silence The Splashing Dance 10 July 2021 Often I wish I had a lick of knowing what to write to present my work or to engage with people. Yet engaging with people seems not to be my strong function. I work constantly on the inner landscape, in a way which leaves me with ports not much suited to dock with others and exchange thoughts or frequency. I continue to broadcast because that is also my nature. In my 'Journal of Intermittent Misery', I wrote about the difficulty felt in putting a piece of SpheresData into a basic video and broadcasting on Youtube. I do my work because it is a torrent of data which flows like water from the earth. It would crack through any stopper valve I ever tried to shove into place to stop that cascade and go live a 'normal' life. I do not enjoy how the way of my work and my emanating persona place me into a void space, a still traverse where others seem not to walk often or at all. I cannot entice folk to engage with me much. Encouraging breakthrough would be welcomed by multitudes. Settings Previous Next

< Back Back to 2019 A Spherespeak video release 11 June 2021 Pulling forward a point from 8 August 2019. This audio is mostly Spherespeak (some call light language), and a bit of English direct mental transmitting from anOther point of conscious intelligence on the pattern of my overall Self in this region. I began a transcription project in November 2020, and have picked it up again this past month. The focus is on audio from 2020 onward. This one from 2019 popped in for a refresh today for whatever reason the points of Self do these things. Click on the image above for link to Video uploaded to Vimeo Settings Previous Next

< Back I Can Learn How to reduce suffering 02 Feb 2022 Year and year and more year learning to not hold on to things which bruise me. I can learn this, I know I can. I know I can learn to walk confidently away from situations and points which I cannot form the right sentences and responses to be in the space simultaneously with without feeling the friction of different dialogue streams creating conflicting results from the same data. I am learning this. I deserve to be happy. I deserve to not have to explain myself over and over. I deserve to not have to chase, to negotiate, to appease, to speak over and over until I find the right words to be understood. I deserve to not be the only point considered to be in conflict in a conflagration. I deserve to be given answers as much as anything demanding them. I deserve these things because I give myself the grace to expect them, not because of any other ideology of a universal right or code of conduct. I deserve to keep walking strongly, knowing that in every moment I try my best to not be an arsehole, to be considerate, to be compassionate, to be reasoning, to be understanding. I deserve to accept that I have my limits at which my metre fills up and spills over, and that when that happens, the things which I have worked so hard to keep balanced will tumble in a child's mess of blocks with hard edges. I deserve to not be the only person in a room expected to be perfect in every word and deed. And I deserve to have more than one paragraph to give words by which to be understood. So I give myself that space. Any Other can rightfully expect their own set of deservings, and the sets of multiple parties need not match. Because I can walk off in another direction as equally right as the one where I found the things to say in a situation to communicate my heart. Settings Previous Next

< Back Architects Hard Hat Area July 2021 I run a work station, not a petting farm. If you need someone to use the words “love, beloveds, lovelies, peace, care, unity, one mind, togetherness” et al to you every day and all through your online feeds, this is NOT the place for you. This topic of spiritual position continues to be a mental bot for me because the outlay I do is considered by the human way of cataloguing data as 'higher consciousness work', 'Spirituality', 'Ascension ideology' and others - all of which are heavily influenced by millennia of human religious thought and therefore subject to human agreed 'World Views' about such pursuits. Because of underdeveloped structures for housing the ideas of what spirit is, what higher consciousness is, my work falls into categories reserved for 'evil', 'bad', 'uncooperative', 'low vibration', 'aggressive'. This idea that to be 'high minded' one has to be soft, loving, gently spoken, a peddler of universal love, in one mind with the Divine; it is all ephemeral to me. It does not fit my paradigm. This is modern culture spirituality which appears to have had the guts ripped out and told to sit in calm circles hoping for a brighter future. I am a labourer. I work hard at distilling the shadow, at clearing my crap, at building firm and functioning bridges to Other layers of the Reality. I toil to actively engage the 'metaphysical'. It looks odd, it sounds bizarre, it does not conform to any tower of ideology on what evolution of consciousness should be. But all that thought is smoke and spice with no meat - be it meat substitute or the real thing! The One Size Fits All version of what pursuing consciousness development is suits many, quite obviously. It does not suit all. There are 'medication' functions, and there are 'engineer build' functions. I am not a 'medication function' in that I have a tough bed-side manner in general, and my mental focus is not funnelled into distraction and anaesthesia systems to keep the human mental grid steady whilst we traverse tempestuous Cosmic Seas. Many others are performing that function, and they do it very well and extremely convincingly. I am not such a one. Settings Previous Next

< Back Processes and Pursuits OtherLands 20 June 2021 44 years, that is the number of Turns I have been pursuing the process of finding the spiritual Otherlands which I know to exist; yet remain on the other side of the wall of physical life holograms. The pursuit has been unceasing since I was maybe 4 1/2 years old, exhaustive and encapsulated within a roller coaster ride of life survival. I could not say that I have thrived, nor found my niche in this world's life options. I have created a safe space to live in whilst working on the unseen elements of a mysterious reality. And what is that? Do the things projected towards me, or floating by, from the Others incarnate here match my inner stream of understanding? A few small bell tinkles of familiarity. Yet no clamouring resonant tone in any belief structure; be it called orthodox religion, Buddhism, science, mindfulness, Gnosticism, metaphysics, philosophy, atheism, existentialism, new age ascension dynamics, ET experience, I Ching, animalism, or any other process of belief. Not a damn thing. I have a stridently individuated point of view and experience. Barely interfacing with human life, avoiding socialization as though it brought a plague. Anticipating something ethereal to manifest like drought chasing rain. Because what is it, any of that structure, concept, and aim that drives the species into which I was born? Is anything which we do here any thing beyond the doing of being here? I surely have little vision of it - that Beyond, and hardly more seeing of the nearby. Words tumble by and wish to play at forming something yet they form only what they are made of - the something of nothing. There is no difficulty in asking myself the why of what I do, here and on other media platforms. Why publish works so fringe dwelling, even to the most fringe of the new-age community? Science has no place for it, religion makes caricature shapes with it. Though I have sought to find a place to exchange thought form with others on it, there remains a resistant membrane between my mind matrix and others. What then can I surmise other than that this data is not for exchanging from human mind to human mind, but for informing the base structures of the reality to bring about an effect not yet measured by the 3rd dimensionally anchored intellect. I have a steady stream of audio and video recordings from 2015 onward. Hours and hours and hours. This week, I question that investment. Environmental feedback taught me that success is measured in growth and return. What growth can I observe, what return can I report? It takes a keen eye to notice the subtle variances over years of activity. Of most success is my pursuit of freedom from etheric imposition. But this freedom appears to be offset by an increasing lack of joint processes with the bulk of available holographic life pathways; and I am led into solitude. I feel like an animal in a zoo, surrounded by poor crazed creatures who believe their simulated lives to be normal. Settings Previous Next