I give kudos to those who can hold large amounts of modern Earth human learning in their noggins and then recall it in a useful way.
This is something I once was able to do, a long long time ago in that galaxy far far off on the edge of pre-2012; when the Mye-aanes handed up the data of their calendars and my brain tripped over into a wild vortex beaming in from somewhere on the edge of the freaky galactic dance we call Milky.
I have a black hole of collected wild stories now spinning an eternal whirl of seemingly irrelevant (to humanity experience) symbology into the human mass mind lattices. Coming across as a lunatic, an unapproachable high-toiter with apparent glacial aura has been a shitty time. I like puppies, hell I like all critters, except roaches, and even then I don't dislike them so much as prefer to not share space with them, same can be said for leeches, and ok mozzies; mozzies just suck.
What I want to say again is this - in the advancement toward more cohesive consciousness we are not going to all look like sugared-out kids at a pyjama party, or attendees of a spiritual retreat. Some of us are coming in weird, but it is the kind of weird that the Whole organism needs to get the moving and grooving done.
Having no idea where I fit into this panoramic play of emergent cosmic change, I wander about the part of the map I have been given, arrange and re-arrange the supplies I am allotted and wonder what to do with them. I am not any of the categories of learners or teachers presently named in the world around me. So I am making up the steps in my crazy dance as I go along.
I do not write out the things I witness in the ethers, nor speak about the conversations I have with the Unseen, because doing so does not appear to serve any purpose to the process. People read and listen to what is relevant to them. I feel that those few who find my perspectives relevant are also beings who understand without me having to write it out, because they are having equally indescribable lives.
I do not have a dialogue for ascension, I do not have a belief for a god, I have not learned the complex interactions of politics and sciences, nor live inside of current social dramas; none of these actions of attainment further my life path and time is a resource to be well managed. My physical life pattern is completely non-descript, I am nothing. I have a niche skill-set, and pull in data out of phase with contemporaries. Often I feel like a total nutso for recording the seeming nonsensical strings of sounds my mind produces and spending years publishing work so obscure it is almost unusable to any but myself. A handful of people on this planet take me seriously. And I appear to be useless for anything else but this labour. So I keep doing it.
The founding principal of my actions is that All are of and for One. That is, all is self-realizing from within the emanation of One Voice, one sound, one animating drop of consciousness. All is an organism designed for unified action and being. This is not the same as saying we are all the same being, one big ego dropping shitty lessons for the little fragments of itself to have a crappy life in so it can learn something that it does not actually need to learn. How the fuck can an all-great being need to torture itself to become more grand than the
grandness it already is?? Think on that a little if you would like to understand more the work I produce.
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