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The Abandoned Self

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As at Sept 13 2025:

Flowing as an electric buzz across the back of my head from ear-to-ear, and more infrequently sparking through the membranes of my heart space, is the tug to show up here, to invest a little time into the me who created and maintained this site and those attached to it over some 8 years.


I feel a tad abandoned by myself and wonder what I should do about the feeling. I have had a multiplicity of hopes, goals or anticipations, now stored in a selection of plastic crates and IKEA drawers, which call on occasion to be undone, finished, discarded or kept for the sake of being able to say to myself that I did try something of living. Not to mention the cost of the outlay in materials and time. What do I do with that?

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