Own Way

Souls all have their own way, their own path, their own deals, their own make-believe.

So many of a spiritual inclination speak with bold confidence in their understandings, and apply them outward to consider them a general and encompassing belief or set of principals applicable to any on a quest for communion with universal powers. But they are singular and personal. And whilst having elements of similarity with the journeys and reality of other souls, especially when those souls have collected in groups to experience together over lifetimes, there is still no reason nor evidence to suggest that the conceptualization of reality by one seeming to be in the know is to be confidently applied to all.

I will not conform to any others' concepts of the movements of energy and interaction of objects within the spheres of my own essence because they say it is so. This is why I forcefully express with greater regularity my position of non-agreement with philosophies and concepts gaining wide patronage and forming dense streams of meditation. I will not be pulled along by others. I will not be told what my experience is, what it should be, how it should be, what I must do to be better at it.

I speak with confidence in what I know or think, I will not tell another it is the same for them, only that they have a way of being which is particular to my observation when I look at them and that this may or may not match their own perceptions. The perceptions can work together, fitting like socks and shoes, one does not cancel out the other simply because one soul feels that their perception is superior. That soul is occluding the data of the other by assigning lesser importance to their information.

I do not support the love/light dialogue because it flows like anaemic blood, and is as nourishing. It has no substance yet is spoken like prayer and affects the human thought streams like toxic wine. It is used as a weapon against the wounded, a binding spell against Fae kind who do not conform to its short, narrow scroll of accepted consciousness conditions.

I began this post some time last week before I saw this:

Please don't. Don't pray. Not for the woman this goddess had a war of words with, not for anyone who ever does anything which you find to be in need of correction or education or your brand of love. Keep your witchcraft to yourselves. This talk is a weaponised thought stream. She did use double quote marks though - so I am guessing that it isn't an emphasis meant for disrespect (reference to how so many get their knickers twisted supposing disrespect if you use a single inverted comma instead of a double one - no clue about grammar).

I know when pious people are praying for me - it feels gross. It also comes with inflammation and pain in the body. It is an act of hatred because it does not take into account my actual personal state and requirements, it has nothing to do with love, nothing at all.

What do you think is the subject of the prayer - if it does actually occur and is not just a pretty line to say on social media? Do they pray that the person gets a clue? That they come to see 'truth'? That they get a dose of karma so they know how it feels? Is it a truly altruistic act of benevolence and care? Or is it an imposition of will, a cursing, a retribution - dressed as angelic beatification.

Any god/goddess child who ever tries praying for me from this position will now get a slap back in the ethers. No fucks given for how nasty someone believes me to be because of it. I'm trying to live a life here as best I can and my pattern does not suit the imposed reality being peddled by the Love/light collective.