(This post is referring to mostly expressions projecting from those living ascension/love mindsets who have not dealt with their foundational fears and judgements of energy forms; who are overlaying love/light constructs with religious frameworks and living a rigid ideal of what is higher consciousness and what is not).
It is not that I am deliberately contentious nor contrary, I just really really really do not agree with Others deciding what my pathway of development should look like, what peace, love, and joy should look like, what mastery should look like, what care and nurture should look and sound like. Decide that stuff for yourselves. Let me decide it for myself. Why is this an ongoing topic for me? Because Others yell their thoughts, like YELL, all over the shared fields.
It gets really hard to concentrate on my own meditation streams amongst the YELLING of souls which have so much need to be super confident in their vision that they have to imply that what they see for them is so for EVERYONE, even while their mouths are saying that they are not imposing on Others' reality weavings.
So I write paragraphs stating my position and I add pictures, and I post them into the shared networks. Because I am determined to form my own stream where I can be my own expression and Sphere without being co-opted into another collective's reality creation.
Why is this so hard to get across?
I feel I need to be apologetic for the persistent repetition. I truly am not always looking for a fight. This is, however, one of the main points of my outflow - to make a way and a clear space for me and mine to weave within and along where we feel comfortable. I didn't come all this way through timeflows and distorted fields to be a battery of creative force for another Collective's picnic plans.
Many points of consciousness do not feel comfortable dancing in fields of eternal blazing source light, it is not our best place to be nurtured. That does not make us unevolved, it makes us different. We aren't out to get lovelighters, we don't want to 'stop the lightworkers from fulfilling their mission', we aren't trying to destroy your light nor darken your soul. We aren't self-serving and clueless about the movement of consciousness. We don't want to fight an unending war.
Please be aggressive about the desire for peace-filled calm controlled love well away from my personal SphereSpace. Any Work I do I am also doing as another part of the All of All, regardless of how it looks to Others.
This is important work and I'm so over feeling uncomfortable here. They ARE yelling and disguising it with a smile. The whole matrix is pushing back more and more and its because we will not be silent.