Speaking up for yourself to what appears to be yourself is hard slog. These unkind sounds that play over and over into your life just don't let up, and I don't think they ever intend to either. Some things get so broken there is no fruit in persisting with a repair, and it is increasingly more helpful to abandon the form and move to a place more capacitated towards creative outlays.
Some voices just will not ever give up their secrets, let you know their origin, give you a route to their root so you can dig it out. Distance is the most efficient option in this case.
I recorded today as part of my ongoing work to release Form 726 - a persona shape of some sort which also holds the data of CI as it creates within physical matrices. We have chosen a move to Form 724. 726 is braided with very angry streams and the outlay of English and sound to enhance a move went into the angry range of colours.
It is not that anger is a choice of expression I prefer, but that it is woven into the waveform on which my CI expresses persona in form. These waveforms are streams on which data flows and there are limited numbers of them in use. Most are shared by many many CI. Some were abandoned for a long time by their originators and misappropriated for less than stella functions - like holding the most discombobulated energies and emotions of a species too young and immature to know how to handle emotion - so they shove it off into the 'dark'.
But the 'dark' just happens to be the unseen colour of creation movement used by very aged CI, who now incoming must swim with the effluent until they wash the water clear again.
People look into the dark and see monsters. They are gazing through polluted water at indistinct forms whose distorted image looks frightening. This is not the truth of the CI which lives there.
I am outlaying English again to form the scaffolding for an etheric work.
Today I typed a bit more of the English in what will be transcript no.9, and realised that I had written back on Sept 21 "embrace communication for 724 and begin dialogue of- ". The process of expressing data begins to form pattern and meaning to me as I look back over work to see the trail left.
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