Follow Up - Anxiety Work

There is a thing I would like to share, because sharing my process is what I have chosen to do. Much of what we do happens in the moment, we have little understanding for a long while, if at all ever. A mammoth amount of trust is involved, believing that what is transpiring or what we are undergoing is part of a pathway moving toward our best outcomes for Self. Trust can be hard to come by and seeing a piece of someone else's process often assists in settling extra fears which try to jump on for the energy ride.

My pathway is presently in a process involving the separating of Dream Fabrics, that is my dream-weaving is separating out from the dream-weavings of Others at the 'higher astral' level over this planet in particular, and the process is filtering on through to this layer my body resides in. This coincides with the conflict of siblings in the astral, the damage to etheric communications systems, and necessity to move and replace many of those structures and forms (the information of this is shown in video and audio from this period of time). Tossed into the mix is the timing to identify and remove massively damaging anxiety and pain imprints.

Looking back over the pathway already trod, I see the framework I laid out - the Awakeners First Aid 1 pack, the emerald ray glyph, the Soul Sheath Repair glyph, and the latest tool 'Settling the Butterfly'. Plus the numerous audio and video recordings interspersed throughout.

The latest culmination of the process for me has been the expunging of yet another immense tightly coiled band of trauma/pain stuck in the Central Power centre of the body - the area of the solar plex or Dan Tian. This complex set of vortices is where I feel most of my etheric field damage. The spasming and convulsions of that structure began about 3 weeks ago, not long after the spiritual bomb went off in the astral.

My entire nervous system has been overtaxed since, holding lines of frequency steady, transporting data and soul structures, relaying information through damaged structures, with my physical body taking on the bulk of the energy load of those task because the structures previously used were no longer operational. New structures and Fire Positions are being created, they are sturdier more robust forms built on new data rather than the ancient tech previously being utilized. Hooray for that, do not want any repeats.

In the course of this restructuring, however, I found myself expelling many old outdated forms and structures within my own construct of Being and this included a particularly distressing amount of held disruption from the central power store of the body. This also corresponded to removing an unhealthy connection to another's dream fabric.

What this equates to is extreme anxiety, pain, nausea, distress, feeling like I'm gonna die and probably should call an ambulance. I didn't, I called a sibling instead :)

This gut disturbance took off on saturday, peaked yesterday (sunday), and is wobbling about today. I had a terrible process session in my dark cupboard. There was wailing, intense wailing, and a lot of pain. I recorded it - always the investigator, always the researcher and archivist.

I am sharing that recording. It is long, about 40mins, and it is intense, and it comes with a *warning*. The frequencies I emit and employ may very well trigger someone else to have a similar expulsion, or simply be distressing to some, so use your own intuitive discretion. There is snot involved.

I share it because I feel that information is a powerful tool in this transition/transmutation era, and the more information you have to see what is possible or probable or to be expected, the larger your toolkit for alleviating your own fears of what is happening in your life and body. And I demonstrate that your 'out there' may not be so singular or 'wrong' .

We are all going to feel this experience we are in, in very different ways, but there are similarities and correlations, foundations to give validity to yourself, and reasons to trust that you are in the best pathway for you.