Settling The Butterfly

I set out yesterday to create an audio which would assist my body with a particular format of anxiety. This stress vibration presents as a constant feeling of imminent attack - as if a predator is always on the boundary, or a crisis always about to materialize. It is like an over-amplified startle reflex, the natural protection reflex of a non-predatory animal - the butterfly, rabbit, deer, bird - which is switched to 'on' at full volume all the time.

I always feel as though I am about to be attacked. This has been present since I remember as a child. It has to stop, or at least have the volume reduced. Because I really need to be able to feel this thing called 'security' and 'relaxation'. I understand the principals of 'fight or flight', the function of adrenals and physiology and 'medical methods'. I have tried many things. The sensation persists. So am I turning to my considerable etheric skills to see what I can manifest.

Our environments are laden with these stress patterns. The empath and sensitive swims daily in tossing waves of tearing vibrations. In the city or outer city suburbs, it becomes more difficult to find a patch of settled ground, where the vibrations are smooth and do not feel in threat of constant shift and change.

The audio which resulted from my intent is a mix of 5 vocal tracks, titled 'Settling The Butterfly'. I am listening to it like medicine, taking regular doses as I would an herbal tincture. I have hopes. Things are shifting, not all comfortably. I deduce that imprinted stress lines have to be vibrated outward from the cells, and out of the body field. So at this point there are moments of settled security amongst waves of debilitating panic.

I am persistently my own guinea pig. I am on the hunt for the knowledge which will enable me to most effectively interact with the technology which composes these bodies we live in.

'Settling The Butterfly' is available for listening in the Eth'A Medicines plan on the main website, should anyone else like to try it. I make no promises of miracle and magic. What I do is an etheric science. What works for one may not work the same for another, as the nature of an etheric condition is rarely composed of identical frequency patterns in all forms. You can use your intuitive skills to choose for yourselves.