Simply Talking

The more I read about the journeys of others in terms of mapping the far out and contributing to a 'Galactic Family', the more I ponder my role. I am not resonating with the community, any community, and that seems weird to me. There are pinpoints of interaction, very specific small areas of connection with individuals, no more than could be counted on one hand. This isn't a new subject for me to talk to myself about, and curiously the few women I connect with have the same factor of apparent non-socialisation, or non-location perhaps, active in their lives. So is it that we are living in realities that do not cross over into the social realities of the human consciousness on a larger scale? Are we operating in realms of reality so far beyond the vibratory spectrum of the human experience that we simply do not resonate on a scale that will draw us into community?

Writing this is really hard, because my body is hardly working this afternoon, and that is pissing me off. We drove through the city today (Brisbane city) and that takes about an hour, and then went into a large concrete and wi-fi megalith of consumerism to buy a new desk for the youngest child. It's a great desk. The outing left my usually delicately balanced physical field depleted, tired, emotionally overloaded, inflamed and achy. And that pisses me off. Mainly because I have done so much to find balance, I do so much in terms of what can be done to assist the body through clearing, energy work etc etc, and still my physical body labours under the harshness of the dense vibrations of this realm. And today, right this moment and probably for the next hour, that pisses me off.

Anyway, where was I? When I look around the net, I see people with neat and concise programs and tools for assistance to 'ascension' to give out, clear ideas about what it is they believe they are doing here and precise downloads of information from their 'star families', or themselves in other form, that they prepared ahead of their arrival here to bring on in and then release into this space we seem to live and breath in. I see other folks having very non-spacey lives, where their journey is simply to live and experience, and they pursue that, either well or not so well, but their lives are not interrupted by spacey things. And then I look at the experience I am having. It's great that my old facade of belief systems was broken down and I am consciously aware of a much larger 'reality', but why the fuck does it have to hurt like a bitch and seem so aimless and isolated most days? I don't have the skill to put a post-it sticker of a smiley face on that.

I have had folks tell me how 'lucky' I am. Really? I don't subscribe to luck. I worked damn hard over many lives, as well as this one, to have a secure relationship and regular if not enormous income from a partner who can support me whilst my body is capable of doing nothing more than breathe, shuffle and type some days. On good days I can perform tasks like washing clothes, vacuuming floors, making meals, taxi-ing kids, gardening. On all days there is energy channeling through my space at such a rate as to probably make many lightworkers drop and cry. And why? Freaking why? Other than my bottomless regard and unconditional love of Gia, this planet's consciousness, and her request for aid which pulled parts of me in from a long long long way off.

I don't get clear translations most of the time of the information I'm funnelling in for you all to make use of, because it's coming from a realm where they don't speak 'human'. You wanna talk about dimensions up to 7? Try going to 18, and you'll be getting closer to where I'm coming from - this year. In a few more years I may have an aspect of myself coming from a level much further removed from this reality.

What is the 'D' designation anyway? In terms of levels of conscious awareness I don't use the word 'dimension' as a descriptive - multiple dimensions of reality can exist simultaneously on the same level of awareness. In my understandings, the 'D' refers more to levels of frequency (or density as put forth in 'The Law of One' from the Ra group). The Ra group only incorporate an understanding of up to 7D's in their information. So what then is this 18D my lot talk about in terms of the level from which the aspect Safir has 'stepped down' their light to be here present in this body of mine (sometimes I spell it Saphir, we don't really mind either way). How I wish to freaking God (another construct) that there was someone I could bounce this off of. The 'team' in other densities I communicate with are not always that forthcoming with the fine details of 'how' things work. I guess at that level, parceling that kind of understanding into light packets that a human mind-field could receive and successfully interpret into a language as clunky as English, takes a bit of time to formulate the Universal Translator for, or in this case the Rosetta Stone of the Cosmos. Hence why most of what I bring in is in 'other languages' and glyph scripts which are physical realm manifestations of the vibratory fields or 'sounds' I am hearing.

Man, where was I going with this? I don't know!! I was just expelling thoughts. Here, I'll throw in some pictures. Something dreamy.